It’s My Birthday歌词

作词 : Anja Gmür/James Conway Ellis
作曲 : Anja Gmür/James Conway Ellis
It's my birthday
But I don't feel happy
Forget what the word means
You know what it's like...
No end to the night when
I won't let the light in
Feels like I'm driving drunk most of the time
I stare at the wall till they cave in
And never call anyone back
'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving
And who wants to talk about that
It's my birthday
So I'll drink to my heartache
I know it's the worst way
To leave it behind
If I'm being honest
It's not what I wanted
Feels like it's all too much most of the time
I stare at the wall till they cave in
And never call anyone back
'Cause I know that I'm not worth saving
And who wants to talk about that
I'm always afraid when there's no one around
But I can't see my friends 'cause I'm bringing them down
Now I'm closing the door
and I'll shut them all out
So they don't ask me why I'm not better by now
It's my birthday
And I'm hoping the window breaks
To steal my reflection
To show me outside
Sometimes I wonder
If I'll ever love her
Feels like she's all I've got most of the time
Funny how all that I want is to leave her behind