I'm Different Now歌词

I intellectualize my feelings
That I get hurt and drown 'em out
I know the hurt is part of healing
Wish you were here to hold me now
All I can feel is your indifference
Back then, I thought that I deserved it
There's nothing I could do to fix it, I guess
I'm still learning how to live with it
If I were still an optimist
I will just be one from this
But I'm, I'm different now
Forgave your broken promises
Yeah, I loved you through all of it
But I'm, I'm different now
Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
'Cause I'm, I'm diffеrent now
Drove by your house again last weekеnd
Remember when it felt like home
I think a part of me is still in there
Do you ever feel my ghost?
I only see you in my nightmares
Sometimes I wish that I could hold you
What if I'm always gonna be scared?
What if I'm always gonna want you?
If I were still an optimist
I will just be one from this
But I'm, I'm different now
Forgave your broken promises
Yeah, I loved you through all of it
But I'm, I'm different now
Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
'Cause I'm, I'm different now
I'm sorry that I wasn't older
Were we ever really friends?
I think I'm finally got it over
It still hurts but it hurts less
If I were still an optimist
I will just be one from this
But I'm, I'm different now
Forgave your broken promises
Yeah, I loved you through all of it
But I'm, I'm different now
Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
'Cause I'm, I'm different now
Oh, I hope one day I'll love again another way
'Cause I'm, I'm different now