Understand歌词

作词 : BoyWithUke
作曲 : BoyWithUke
Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And you knew I fell for you but you
Just broke my heart in two
I was sad, mad and broken on my bed
Hoping I get rid of all the voices in my head

I was opening a packet of an undeveloped med
When I was met with a prescription of a bullet made of lead
And when I woke up in an hour in a pool of my own sweat
I said, "I swear to God I'll never even try to sleep again"
So instead I took my pen and started writing evidencе
And when I started making sensе
I found that I had reached the end
Oh, I'm upset, I have no friends
You wanna bet you're just pretend?
You're just a pet confined within the lines of writing
You're not shit
I thought I stopped my psychopathic ways, I swear I did
I said I talked to people 'bout the problematic life I lived
They were my neighbors, razor blades
And different flavored pills I hit
Therefore I'm at surely my last straw
I'm so gassed, stuck in the past, I said that

Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And so far I never held you with my arms
So it's hard to be the one you aren't
With instead filled with anxiety
Always was a part of me, guess I'm not cut out to be

Somebody 'cause it's not me
I'm not used to all the talking, was an introvert
That had converted feelings into writing
Used to cope with all my problems
Using notes and lots of rhyming
Used to hope for better days whenever
nights would have me crying
I'm not lying when I say that I would rather die go back
To the times that I would try to be the guy that people know as
always fighting with the demons hiding far behind my eyelids
On an island full of violence in my head I had two pilots
Oh, the sun don't shine and skies turn gray
I felt it coursing through my veins
I said before I'm not okay
But you don't listen anyway
You know I tried, you turned away
You straight-up lied right to my face
You ****ed my life, ruined my day
But you don't know, so I'll say

Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
(And you don't know, so I'll say)
Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
(So I'll say)
Nothing can fill this silence, no one can love like I did
(And you don't know, so I'll say)
Nobody cares, you lied, it's no fair, you still deny it
(So I'll say)

Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And too bad I know I can't wake up
Because I lost my way and you don't give a ****
About me, this could be a dream, I can't see
The things that you see, so please, oh
Girl, I hope you understand
I wanted to hold your hand
But I can't, wanted to be your man back then
And you had known you played along
You were my home, I wrote you songs
And now you're dead to me effectively
Removed yourself outside my dreams