feelings are fatal (cover mxmtoon)歌词

I'm happy for you
I'm smiling for you
I'd do anything for you for you
It's always for you
And never for me
And I need to stop
So let me tell you please
I'm always sad
And I'm always lonely
But I can’t tell you that I'm breaking slowly
Closed doors locked in no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And I want to be able
To open up but
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
How many times
Must i keep it inside
I need to let go
And i swear that i've tried
But opening up means trusting others
And that's just too much i don't want to bother
So i'll keep it inside and bury it deep
I know it's not healthy
But you won't hear a peep
Though i'm always sad
And i'm always lonely
I could never tell you
That i'm breaking slowly
Closed doors locked in no keys
Keeping my feelings hidden
There is no ease
I need it to stop
And i want to be able
To open up but
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal
My feelings are fatal