The color of my tears歌词

If only I could find the strength to search the whole world for a perfect love
I would perceiver to the ends of the earth to the ends of time
I’m not so strong and I'm not that fearless to risk it all
I couldn’t bear to know the disappointment of never finding love
So long ago when I was young and trusting,
believing fairytales and lies within them,
my heart too open and hung we found one true love
But now I know the truth is never finding love at all
No matter what the world says there is no one
blame me as the wrong
The color of my tears are black and cold as winter and
I’m never trusting love again
The sins that have set free are haunting me and hunting me tonight
Thought I was in control
Thought I could safely choose between wrong and right
I’m not a girl who could bear the sadness of losing whole cause of my own actions
It’s just too cruel to know, I’ve sealed my fate
My desperation turning into pure hate searing my face, I could fire a volcano
I’m going to burn with this rage forever
Because I know the truth is never finding love at all
No matter what the world says there is no one
blame me as the wrong
The color of my tears are black and cold as winter and
I’m never trusting love again
I wanted to believe in fairytales and storybook endings
To follow and it’s path that could lead me to my one true love
I wanted to believe there was a special person just for me
and love would join us together for eternity
But now I know the truth is never finding love at all
No matter what the world says there is no one
blame me as the wrong
The color of my tears are black and cold as winter and
I’m never trusting love again
You know,
You know,
You know there is no happy end