Tell Me Why I'm Waiting歌词

作曲 : Xavier Lester Hernandez
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
It could give fck bout me
I'm lost and I know it and it keeps on showing
But why do I feel like loves more important
like I lost a piece in past relationships
she brought me peace I didn't know what to make of it
I used to her to lift my soul and fill the holes of regrets that I made years ago
it still feels like a miracle I would never know
all it took was a kiss to get me hitched
we lock lips and I just drift
you got kissed and I got fixed
you were missed I balled my fists
I thought I was winning my mind was spinning out of control
don't know how to hold or to let it go
I feel like a ghost with all my woes
I pour my heart into empty vases
my hearts broken I need to replace it
im mistaken I must of misplaced it and gave it you
it wasn't acknowledge
now it's holding me hostage our kiss replays
I can never just stop it or drop it
that's one of my problems
I always keep thinking and drinking to battle my demons
i think that im dreaming I have to keep blinking
straight back to reality and down with gravity
it keeps on grabbing me and it keeps on stabbing me
But this is what it had to be
so why am i mad at you when you're not mad at me
yeah
im looking after you but you were looking for what's after me
And it ***** with my mentality
Tell me why I'm waiting for someone
It could give fck bout me
it's never fair I don't ******* care
open my eyes you're never there
But when you are I have to bear
when you disappear
count my blessings count my tears
too many shots And too many bears
I feel like the end is already here
And just to be clear
im not like the guys you ever met
**** them and what they ever said
im someone that you'll never forget
and someone that they wish they met
I'll tell the truth and I'll confess
if you need the proof just hear the rest
if not then I wish you the best cause **** the stress
yeah
**** the stress I never need it
**** just *** my exes cheated
**** the best I left them speechless
my hearts broken it still keeps beating
im never defeated or feeling conceded
yeah
And if you didn't get the message
then you kind of have to read it