Left Hollywood歌词

I had to get out of Hollywood
Get back to the trenches
They said they need me
Little fish
I used to cop my little reggie
Tryna feed myself
My cousin had that work
But I ain't need no help
Man I was so ****** up
I couldn't believe myself
That's why I be at the jeweler
Tryna freeze myself
'Cause my heart so cold
We ain't got no goals
All these young ******s killin' like
They ain't got no souls
Talkin' grandma's keys
Before I cop my Rolls
It was all so sweet until Dashawn told
Really hurt my heart
Ripped my feelings apart
Out in Philly it's dark
We was really so scarred
But actin' silly so hard
But we just wanted some love
Mama workin', daddy dead
I just wanted a hug
Why you think we spillin' spade
When we go to the club
All my homies think I smoke
We just rollin' it up
I'm stressed out
******s got drugs feel left out
So I went to chasin' them birdies
I went south, ****** it
I went from goin' to school
To towin' them tools and makin' a move
Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t
We're so confused
Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord
We was breakin' the rules
Trappin' to get some food
Risking freedom for jewels
Knowin' that all I need
I'm spending money on jewels
Jeweler like gettin' food
They told us that this was cool
Caught my first case
It was me vs the state
I just wanted some steak
And some food on my plate
Came up from ******t I'm like how can you hate
I'm just tryna be great
I survived with the snakes
Look what they did to Lil Kodak and Gates'
I can't lose faith
I just want ******ne like the stars and my wraith
We go to war in fatigues like it's bape
I don't feel safe, can't sleep without it
Master with them P's
Yeah boy I'm bout it bout it
Brought me to my knees back
When everybody doubted
Can't let my youngins see me fold
I'm too solid
If I stand on it, I'ma stand on it
Put some bags on the scale
Put some grams on it
This the only ******t I knew
I seen my man done it
Tryna be like ******s
That were never there for us
We ain't have no guidance
I went from goin' to school
To towin' them tools and makin' a move
Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t
We're so confused
Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord
We was breakin' the rules
Trappin' to get some food
Risking freedom for jewels
Knowin' that all I need
I'm spending money on jewels
Jeweler like gettin' food
They told us that this was cool
Coppin' scooby ******s out the radar radar
******s puttin' ******s in the graveyard graveyard
Jobs told us beat it like an A&R A&R
So we play with heart
****** it we gon' play it raw (****** it)
Cut the lights, told my momma
They ain't stayin' off (they ain't)
They killed my daddy
And it turned me to a man, dog (they did)
We play with rugers
Play with Glocks, we ain't playin ball
******t we tryna stay alive it's a standoff(for real)
My life for your life (your life)
Go to war like we got like four lives
Talkin' before like, all this lil' rap ******t
Where I'm from if you turn eighteen
Then that's More Life
For real ******
When you have no voice
Ain't nobody hear us
So we ain't have no choice
I went from goin' to school
To towin' them tools and makin' a move
Said I would win, said I would lose, ******t
We're so confused
Hope I don't make the news, oh Lord
We was breakin' the rules
Trappin' to get some food
Risking freedom for jewels
Knowin' that all I need
I'm spending money on jewels
Jeweler like gettin' food
They told us that this was cool