Runaway (From Myself)歌词

作词 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura
作曲 : Joshua Landry/Jacob Ezra Segura
I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one
I've tried to leave this sour place a thousand times
From the start I made self-sabotage my anthem
Like being who I am is self-harm in disguise
Cause something deep inside me is broken
I'm not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I'm obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like cutting
Every thought's a razor blade
(If only I had someone else to blame)
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway from myself
Who and how can forgive my sins
Stucking at cage of skin made always will remind me
The only alcohol can numb this on a bottle
who never change the will change my mind
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell (Hell, hell, hell...)
Wish I could runaway from myself
Wish I could runaway
Cause something deep inside me is broken
I'm not allowed to feel a thing
Every loving word means nothing
I'm obsessed with suffering
Lately thinking feels like cutting
Every thought's a razor blade
If only I had someone else to blame
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
But there is no escape
When you're the prison cell
Wish I could runaway from myself, from myself
I plea for better days
But get thrown back in hell
I didn't grow up in an abusive home I am one