hard to love歌词

作词 : Michelangelo Apanay
作曲 : Michelangelo Apanay
Am I just hard to love?
Cause no one seems to love me these days
Am I not trying hard enough?
Or is there something in the words that I say?
I'm trying not to show
That I don't really know
What it would be like to have someone to hold
But maybe it's too obvious
Or maybe I'm just meant to be alone
I'm finding it hard to love
I don't wanna be heartbroken again
When I try to open up
It feels like I say too much and I'm in over my head
It shouldn't be so hard unfolding my arms
And letting someone fill up the space in my heart
But maybe I'm not ready yet
Or maybe love is meant to be this hard
But I imagine
With the right person it's magic
But with the last person I had my suspicions
That she grant my wishes
And show me that this is a valid description of love
Now I feel so blind
Don't know how to search for the bright one this time
Cause I'm so afraid
Of making the same damn mistakes
There's too many I've made in my life
Guess I just don't know how to love
Maybe that's the only problem anyways
And I should learn how to trust
that I will find someone
And I just need a little bit of faith
That somebody's gonna make the way around
From way up in the clouds
And tell me I'm not crazy for the things I'm dreaming about
And show me that I'm good enough
And that I'm not so hard to love