Ill Mind of Hopsin 7歌词

Ill Mind of Hopsin 7 - Hopsin
Yo, ************* anybody I might alarm
Life is a tour, I sit and ride along
Taking some notes
and then I write the song
I'm staring down the road my life has gone
Is this where I belong?
Is it wrong to not believe in right and wrong?
My mental state is ******g me up
And I pry the problem
while asking you for some answers
But we don't have that type of bond
That my desires gone with the way
that I've been living lately
If I died right now, you'd turn the fire on
Sick of this bull*************t, *************s call me a sellout
Cause I hopped on Christianity
so strongly then I fell out
Now I'm avoiding questions like a scared dog
with his tail down
Feeling so damn humiliated
because they looking
at me like I'm hellbound
What story should I tell now?
I'll just expose the truth
I'm so close to the ******g edge,
I should be close to you
But who the ************* are You?
You never showed the proof
And I'm only ******g human yo,
what am I supposed to do?
There's way too many different religions
with vivid descriptions

Begging all ******g men
and women to listen
I can't even beat my *************
without getting convicted
These ain't wicked decisions,
I got different intentions
I been itching to get it,
I've been given assistance
But the whole ******g system is twisted
Now I'm dealing with this backlash
because Marcus isn't a Christian
And I've been told
that my sinful life is an addiction

But I can't buy it,
it's just too hard to stand beside it
I need an answer and humans can't provide it
I look at the Earth and Sun
and I can tell a genius man designed it
It's truly mind blowing,
I can't deny it
Is heaven real? Is it fake?
Is it really how I fantasize it?
Where's the Holy Ghost at?
How long it take Man to find it?
My mind's a nonstop tape playing
and I can't rewind it
You gave me a Bible
and expect me not to *************yze it
I'm frustrated and you provoked it
I'm not reading that mother******g book
because a human wrote it
I have a ******g brain, you should know it
You gave it to me to think
to avoid every useless moment
It was a mission that I had to abort
Cause humans be lying
with such an inaccurate source
It's gon' be hard to
put me back on the course
Next Jehovah's Witness
to come on my porch
I swear I'm slammin' the door

A lot of folks believe it though,
but I'm not surprised
Humans are ******g dumb,
still thinkin' that Pac's alive

I ain't trying to take your legacy
and torch it down
I'm just saying: I ain't heard *************t
from the horse's mouth
Just sheep always telling stories
of older guys
Who were notarized by you
when you finally vocalized
Now I'm supposed to bow my head
and close my eyes
And somehow let the Holy Ghost arise
Sound's like a ******g Poltergeist

Show yourself and then boom it's done
Every rumor's gone,
I no longer doubt this *************t,
you're the One
I'll admit that my sinful ways was stupid fun
And all my old habits can hop onto
of a roof to plunge

I'll donate to a charity that could use the funds
************* the club, instead of ******* I'd hang
with a group of nuns
And everyone
that I ran into would know
what I came to do
I wouldn't take a step unless
it was in the name of You
I hate the fact that I have to believe
You haven't been chatting
with me like you did Adam and Eve
And I ain't seen no ******g
talking snake unravel from trees
With an apple to eat,
that *************t never happens to me
I don't know if you do or don't exist,
it is driving me crazy
Send your condolences,
this is me reaching to you so don't forget
If hell is truly your pit of fire
and I get thrown in it
I'mma probably regret the fact
that I ever wrote this *************t

My gut feeling says it's all fake,
I hate to say it but ************* it,
*************t I done lost faith
This isn't a small phase,
my perspective's all changed
My thoughts just keep picking
*************t apart all day

And in my mind I make perfect sense
If you aren't real
then all my prayers aren't worth a cent
That would mean
that I could just make up
what my purpose is
And I could just sit in church
and say "*************" in the services

Man what if Jesus was a facade?

Then that would mean
the government's god
I feel like they've
been brainwa*************ng us with a lot
So much that we don't even notice
that we're stuck in the box
Man everything is "what if",
why is it always "what if"
Planet Earth "what if",
the universe "what if"
My sacrifice "what if",
my afterlife "what if"
Every ******g thing
that deals with you is ******g suspect

I'm ******g done,

I'm ******g done

This is my ******g life
and I'm living it, I'm having fun

If you really care for me,
prove that I need to live carefully

But I'll be damned
if I put my own pleasure aside
for an afterlife that isn't even guaranteed

We are you, and you're us,
stop playing games

My life's all I got,
and heaven is all in my brain

And when I feel I am in hell,
my ideas are what get me through pain

Do as you please,
and I'll just do me,
I'm a human,
I'll stay in my lane
I'll mind