Lying to Myself歌词

I feel like i don’t know you anymore
I look in the mirror
You used to be here
I don't even know what I'm crying for
Cause it's been a year
Since you disappeared
Lipstick stains on my coffee cup
Twenty first dates couldn't have washed it off
I'm trying, I'm trying oh oh
You’re an act too hard to follow up
Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up
I’m trying, I’m trying
So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it’s true
But I’ve never been over you
Its obvious your heart dont work that way
In our lowest moments, you kept a straight face
It’s nice to know you felt a little pain
But it’s too bad you told me, a little too late
Lipstick stains on my coffee cup
Twenty first dates couldn’t have washed it off
I’m trying, I’m trying oh oh
You’re an act too hard to follow up
Try to swallow the truth but I cough it up
I’m trying, I’m trying
So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
So I keep Lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it’s true
But I’ve never been over you
I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
I keep lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it’s true
But I’ve never been over you
So I, lie lie lie lie
I lie lie lie lie like I believe it
Cuz I wanna believe it
Oh
I lie lie lie lie
I lie lie lie lie like I believe it
Cuz I wanna believe it
So I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
So I keep Lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I Wanna believe it’s true
But I've never been over you
I keep lying to myself, lying to myself
Like I could be with someone else, be with someone else
So I keep Lying to myself, thinking it could help
Cause I wanna believe it’s true
But I’ve never been over you