Numb歌词

Where were you, before we met?
I've been trying on, the things that you left
Make me feel,like a man
Like I'm wanted, like I'm wanted again
Where were you? were you by yourself?
Oh I just assumed, you were with somebody else
I'm so insecure, nobody knows it but you
I wish I was numb, didn't have to show you
I wish I was numb, I wish I was numb
I wish I was numb, didn't have to show you
No one to blame, only myself, and decisions I've made
Slipping and falling and crawling away
I'm wanna talk, but there's nothing to say
My yesterday was the same as today
Without you with me, I'm blowin' my brains out
Tripin' tryin' to find a way (out)
Life is so clearly played (out)
Blood in my veins, clip in the K
Once I get bangin' I leave 'em decay
Truly I feel like my mental is chained
Somewhere along the road that I made
Digging my grave, making my bed
Run over my body and lay in my head
SESH