butterflies歌词

let's take it back
back to the days where
not a thing would matter
not a care within the world,
wasn't really thinkin bout her
but my eyes are feelin heavy
like the weight that's on my chest
cuz lately i've been feelin empty
but u should know that best
there's a void within my chest,
but my mind full
next time i wanna get attached,
i'll be mindful
instead of walkin on a tightrope
with a blindfold
and expecting not to fall into this
everlasting cycle
and i swear this is deja vu
cuz i know i wrote at least a
hundred songs just about you
i know i probably shouldn't want you
but you help me take my mind off
all the things that i been through
stuck reminiscing bout the times that we had
(thinking about the times that i made you laugh)
stuck reminiscing bout the times that we shared
(every time i close my eyes i see you there)
every time i hear your voice it gives me butterflies
try not hide to find that i get anxious when i look into your eyes
and i tell myself these lies
that i hope you never hear
the lies that i was writing when i was missing you my dear
now lying wide awake i wonder why i feel this way
this empty heart gets colder almost every single day
i'v been staring at these 4 white walls
like do i mean a thing to you at all?
take away my ability to feel
because i'd rather numb my senses
than feeling something that ain't real
every night my heart is sinking
or maybe i'm just overthinking
i'm not so sure
maybe i'm just wasting all my time
cuz every time we cease communication
i feel so confined
and every night i think of you,
i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?
every night i think of you,
i wonder if you feel the same way that i do?