a message to tina belcher 歌词

I dream so much
And I just can't seem to find an answer to what I'm living for, in general
I can't keep living like this
It's breaking my heart day by day
I mean who's to say...
Who's to say you find an answer when there isn't?
What if you just die?
What if life as we know it...is all a dream?
What if we live for no reason?
What if we just disappear when you die?
Should I cling to life?
Or should I just kill myself?
So many contradictions, contemplations
It's getting harder and harder to mask my pain
I can't tell if I wanna live or if I wanna die
Please...save me