Place To Start歌词

I don't have a leg to stand on
Spinning like a whirlwind nothing to land on
Came so far never thought it'd be done now
Stuck in a holding pattern waiting to come down

Did somebody else define me
Can I put the past behind me
Do I even have a decision
Feeling like I'm living in a story already written
Am I part of a vision / made by somebody else
Pointing fingers at villains but I’m the villain myself
Or am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail
Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail

Cause I’m tired of the fear that I can’t control this
I’m tired of feeling like every next step’s hopeless
I’m tired of being scared what I build might break apart
I don’t want to know the end,
All I want is a place to start
I don’t want to know the end,
All I want is a place to start

Hey Mike, uh, just calling to uh, you know, send my condolences
Hey man, it's Mark,
Just calling to check in on you, see how you're doing
What up Mike? Just calling to see
How you're doing, check in with you a little bit
Wanna obviously send my love and support and,
Um, just let you know I'm here for you
I know you're super busy, didn't wanna bother you,
Um, just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you
Give me a call back if you want, if not,
I get that too, um, but I'm sure I will see you and
Or talk to you sometime soon.
Alright bud, hope you're hanging in there. See ya