Not Going Back歌词
作词 : Donald Glover/Ludwig Göransson
作曲 : Donald Glover/Ludwig Göransson
Produced by: Ludwig Göransson & Childish Gambino
It seems like they all want me to fail
But I’m not going back
Not going back, baby
Please tell me you don’t want me to fail
‘Cause I’m not going back
Not going back
I could've been a tragedy
That’s why these fake ****** who call me ***** are mad at me
‘Cause they ain’t have the smarts or the heart
Ain’t you read the ******* book Things Fall Apart?
I was never gonna stay the same
All I ever really wanted was to change the game
Spent the year kicking ass and taking names
Try to tell it to your heart, Taylor Dayne
Mama told me I was special when them test scores came in
Calling me the new Will Smith, that’s Jaden
Calling me a f****t when I’m rapping, that’s hating
I need to slow down, what the **** is y’all saying?
Step inside the party, y’all ****** is mood killers
My lifestyle simple: live easy and Bruce Willis
I’m the boss, Michael Scott, y’all b*****s is just Phyllis
Set the world on fire, y’all ************* is chillin’, what is this?
That’s why these ******’ MCs want their asses back
Don’t you know that I’m a rapist? Ask a track
Whiskey sippin’, wanna drink the whole bottle
But these smart middle-class black kids need a role model
******’ hate me, that’s what I’m used to
Suck a ****, we the s**t, Metamucil
God damn, man, there’s gotta be a better way
Than pill-poppin’ all these drugs so I can stay awake
Like I’m Jessie in this *****, I’m so excited
There’s a party at the top, you ain’t invited
But it’s lame, and all the b*****s is fake
You think about your old girl and how breaking up’s a mistake
Black dudes assume I’m closeted or kinda gay
White people confused like girl on Glee and Gabourey
IAmDonald is a full-time job
These ****** want me to fail so they can write me off
It seems like they all want me to fail
But I’m not going back
Not going back, baby
Please tell me you don’t want me to fail
‘Cause I’m not going back
Not going back
Dirty girls love my ****; they’re c**kroaches
Jewish girls eat my meat, it’s not kosher
Relax, black chick, I think that I have offended thee
Got nothing against the sisters, I just don’t think they’re into me
I am not a thug, AKA: what they pretend to be
I am just myself, AKA: my worst enemy
Yeah, *****, cut the swag with a ******* knife
I come hard like my life keep her ***** tight
It’s cool though, it’s all good
You want a dude who keep it real and stay hood
I’m sorry, babe, but I act me
I don’t "act Black", whatever that be
I’m just happy these girls seem into me now
Yeah, they're looking for some In-N-Out, animal style
With this lettuce, cheese, bread—making sandwiches
That’s why you ****** fail like all of your parents’ marriages
Ran into Rashida Jones, told me that she heard my song
When I called her mixed like the crowd at my last show
She said to write her something nice on the next track
But she cute, so I wrote her ass a whole rap
Man, I threw that s**t away, it felt dumb
Believe me, it was bad, we’re better off, you’re welcome
I worked hard on that song like day and night
That whole song made this one verse, crazy, right?
I guess it all goes somewhere, you know that?
Like that bulls**t, you talked before Culdesac
"I didn’t know he had it in him"
Couldn’t see me as Spider-Man, but now I’m spittin’ venom
Now you payin’ attention, pick your ******* face up
When I wanna be a superhero, I just wake up
Renaissance man with a Hollywood buzz
I refuse to go back to not liking who I was because
Fake love, these fake dreams
These fake sounds
All the things that we felt
Your voice was screaming too loud
I know what you’re ready to be (be)
But it isn’t with me (me)
So I’m ready to leave you alone
I don’t really wanna fight like this
I don’t ever wanna lose your kiss
All I ever wanted was someone to hold onto
I just wanna be your girl
Everything you haven’t heard
Plus, I just wanna be with you
(With you) With you
(With you) With you
(With you) I just wanna be with you
(With you) With you
(With you) With you, oh
Oh, oh