Holding on歌词

Ah I'm gonna get it baby on top one day
Half a When I say these beats are the on take keep me away right now
No mistakes right now
I want a job but I want to make history
And the club has a shadow blow kiss to me
Try to know the joy she never diss me
Ah oh yeah
Shawty chipping like she wore slow motion
the way she looked at me and losing my composure
She knows that I only one for the moment
She know I'm not gonna call it when I'm sober
but leave me when I say I'm all right now
Got money in a bank get high now
Got bitches lighting up for the kid now
I am holding on for dear life
But I need you to need me back
And why didn't you call me while you were away?
And why won't you ever just let me all the way in?
let me take up things I nobody know
I was high on the money with a back home
I was popping is because of my yonder
my ex bitch showing up at the front door
I was going to shit keep it on inside
Yeah I was going to shit
Losing my mind
I got a dream
and is coming to see me crying
You know what I do?
The way that I dream
She making it move
I'm a for being in a fall in love
I was alone Had nobody to trust
She wanna **** me cause I'm blowing up
oh baby Let me did this on my Song ya
I was by myself all alone
I got all these cars I can show you
I've been all alone for a while Baby
Tell me are you really worth my time? Baby?
I've been getting high by myself
I don't really got no one to trust Baby
Moves Slow motion of the drugs Baby
Distance got us falling apart
Yeah hey Oh You see the signs now red and sign in my eyes now?
Smoking on the stove got me way outside my mind
Now tell you something crazy Bay I'm sorry
I'm just high now
losing track of time Now higher than the sky now
I think that I'm flying and I'm never coming back down
She think that I'm crazy I don't blame her
She's probably right
Is she probably right?