Hallucination歌词

Uh Feeling like I been crucified
Haven't been the same since my daughter died
Paranormal flourished than my state of mind
Kinda hard for me to orchestrate a ******* rhyme
Last night I took some pain killers
And I became friends with a death dealer
Couple minutes later I was stupid numb
Slowly blinking thinking where I got this pistol from
Damn I was ****** up
Still wonder why my daddy had abandoned us
Lost my dog when he decided to put them hammers up
Left the **** game so crackers couldn't jam him up
Heatin' pain off in my cold heart
These ****** playing foul like a false start
How my youngest pull your card like it's Hallmark
Choppa stop a ***** like a cross guard
Oh Lord I'm a mad man
Screaming starvation to the motherland
Never money over brothers man
I don't think they understand
Hear the pain that I'm so poor
It's like the lions when the pack roar
Come meet the last of a dying breed
Guaranteed that this some **** you've never seen
Black man no college degree
Still a made a way for my mama to eat
Million dollars made and I did it in peace
But still I am a flirt to the ******* police
I forever be a field *****
As long God with me I'm a deal with em
Paranoid only Lord knows
Thinking I'm seeing people and the phantom ghosts