Everything's going to be okay, we're headed to a better place now歌词

I saw you drowned in the bath tub
But The pills hit hard like a Mack truck
I been tryna save me so I didn't save you
Now I stay just swimming in the sad stuff
Pretty girl ugly scar I know You've heard it all
To the feet of a greatness I'm a failure
Stranger standing in room full of takers
Break me tears fell when I saw both of your wrists caved in
Decipher the shapes of the blood stains
Your ID was scraped and had no name
Your body left was white like the *******
That you would stuff inside to feel no pain
And I hate the god that made you feel so odd
So you danced and prayed that you could shake it off
Now the shadows play inside your lonely loft
So I fight to stay with a heart so soft, okay
You were my angel
I should’ve saved you
I don't trust nobody but
I should have known you were numb
You were my angel
Your body’s breaking
You don't trust nobody
But I didn't give you enough
Pick apart All the pieces broke from your lonely heart
Feel the razor blade your body pierced and marked
From place it ends till the time it start
Heaven bleeds
From the holes that you made in you sleeves
And I shake and I pull and I scream
And I rip and I stare and I stay
From the place that you left but now chest is a cave
Now my life is a maze
Now your eyes are a blaze
With the gas of your heart
And the room is in flames
With the pain in your hands
With the pain in your head
This was never the plan
Now I'm falling instead
Rummage through the puke
Swallow all the blood
I don't wanna chose
running out of luck
Lobby full of drugs
This is all a dream
My Bodies full of puss
Your corpse is where I sleep