How Long Has This Been Going On?歌词

I was taught that I ought not expose my inner senses
Had no plan for a man
I was full of self-defences
Now I feel that I really should face the consequences
My philosophic search
Has left me in the lurch
I must find why my mind is behaving like a dancer
What's the clue to persue?
For I have to have the answer
I could cry
salty tears
Where have I been
all these years?
Is it fun?
Or should I run?
How long has this been going on?
There were chills up my spine
And some thrills I can't define
Does it show?
And who would know?
How long has this been going on?
Oh,I feel like I could melt
Into heaven I'm hurled
I know how Columbus felt
finding another world
Can I trust how I feel?
Is this my Achilles heel?
Look at me
I'm all at sea
How long has this been going on?
This is grand!
This is great!
I'm in such a
lovely state
Can one kiss to
all of this?