Lost in the Abyss [MZC "cell division" Mix]歌词

Loved you once and again.
I'd become just your plaything.
Nothing had mattered that night
And I realize I had been pulled by your whims.
(I'm breaking down,)
(I am faced with the end of the world.)
I just can't understand.
Deep inside, there is wanting.
Sounds that I've all but shut out
Echoes hollow, unbound. Now I am trapped in a mist.
This heaviness is drowning me.
I'm slow, can't control the actions I am fighting.
I'm grasping at distorted glass.
I wonder if I can be seen.
I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?
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This sight I see is confusing me.
I've fallen behind in this revolving city.
Reality is like a dream.
I wonder if I can exist.
I can't stop myself from looking behind from the end,
Reaching around so blindingly till I start to bend.
And I'm standing, surrounded, so close to the edge.
Tumbling down forever, will I ever find any solace?