Ever since歌词

I can't explain this emotion,
like envy, like loneliness, like impatience, and like fear.
I always feel… always feel so. My spirit has never been rest.
If you deny it, shall I talk about an immediate example for you?
So, if I look into your eyes,
I can see you demand something from me.
Everybody say a lot of tired words
However, it doesn't fill my feelings and emotion.
Everybody say lots of words in my ear.
However, my desire is not filled!
Now I will tell you why I always stay here.
I seek a magic spell have never been recited.
Of course, ever since I wished change my mind…
I can't explain this impulse,
want to escape, want to shriek, want to scream, want to cry.
Even if you hold me and call my name.
my intense impulse is not settled.
Someone whispers a lot of hack and tired words
However, it never filled my feelings and emotion.
Someone whispers a lot of words in my ear. However,
can it fill my heart's desire?
Now I will tell you why I always stand here.
Someone whispers a lot of words in my ear.
However, can it fill my heart's desire?
Now I will tell you why I don't stay here.
I save myself, don't need your hands.
I decide. Ever since I wished change my mind…