dream ended this way歌词

I've broken down all the fence which is useless now
ending is coming through easily in every dream
What I've seen is that the risks are in me
Stop
by the way
taste iron's jealousy
my finger that's pointing at the sign burning on the wall
'All you've ever thought pure is dirty.
You need to learn the despair for nothing but to be'
like human being?
I am a daughter of mother who's missing
and I've got a sin for being this lonely
'cause every time I'm off to seek the world I know what's killing me
I hate you all and the human nature
sensual reality
night and day lights
I know that hurts if you feel it in love
I've climbed the mountains to know what is looking down
why feel so hungry
what do I hunger for?
I won't ask for you to believe me
I'm free to fall
outside the window
soon I will be awakening
I feel so beautiful
violently beautiful