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Praying for myself, these thoughts
I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart,
I can't hear the words by which
I guideSo
I must ask again, "Who will carry me?"
I cannot deny that nothing can defend
From the helplessness that's cutting deep inside
And I cannot prevent the thought that nothing's real
Seems I've waited years for this day to end
The strength
I need to feel, the pride inside of me
Are not there behind the face staring back at me
The anger and the pain of knowing where
I amI have come so far and
I cannot return
Nothing I can do that
I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that
I can seeSo must
I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as
I have always done
Tell me what to do so
I do nothing wrong
Something
I can hope for, something real that
I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so that it does not end
I cannot return,
I can't start again
Nothing to deny, nothing to defend
From the helplessness cutting me so deep inside
And I can't prevent the thought that nothing's real
It seems I've waited years for this day to end
Praying for myself, these thoughts
I try to hide
I have faith in me and hope this will survive
But it's tearing me apart,
I can't hear the words by which
I guideSo
I must ask again who will carry me
Nothing I can do that
I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that
I can seeSo must
I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as
I have always done
Tell me what to do so
I do nothing wrong
Something
I can hope for, something real that
I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end
I cannot return,
I can't start again
Nothing I can do that
I have not done
No words I can say, no truth left that
I can seeSo must
I let this end and everything fall apart
Before I live my life as
I have always done
Tell me what to do so
I do nothing wrong
Something
I can hope for, something real that
I can seeSo nothing falls apart, so this does not end
I cannot return,
I can't start again