Wintered Debts歌词

Can't survive another comedown day
When my spirit houses so much pain

So much bitterness so much bitterness

I need to teach myself to feel again

Somehow I lost the thread of being human

Wrapped up in this bitterness too much bitterness

I'm so confused what is the function of this ego sickness

Uselessly believe in myself hatred whisperings
I can't deal with mourning at the carcass
Caucus of my failures any longer

Slipping on my own vomit
While tried to call you from a bathroom in Sao Paulo
But I was too drunk to formulate any sort of earthy language

So much bitterness

Too much bitterness

Other people can say there is a true belief system
But all my life I've been betrayed by my mother's religion
So much bitterness too much bitterness

I'm so destroyed what is the purpose of this ego sickness
Uselessly deceived myself by virgin whisperings
And I can't deal with mourning at the carcass
Caucus of my failures any longer

Any longer

Can't seem to get the saddle
On the spoils of this morbid fugue

My mantras of subhuman nature just a veil for all elation

The ink's dripping all over me
The only regret I have is caring

Are we posing Are we props
Riding the anger `till it stops

Father will we starve today Father will we starve

Father will we starve today Father will we starve

No my child there are wild women in here and a crafty fish am I

No my child there are wild women in here and a fleshy catch am I

Will our quarters be the sunken earth deep beneath the meadow

Will our quarters be the sunken earth deep beneath the ground

No my child you lay your head upon an ousted felon

No my child you rest your head upon a gross misdeed

Father Will a of curse enough to find me
Father Will a a fictim who abuse

No my child distunction

Is a symbol of delight

It's hard to sympathize with those that won't fight for themselves

I can't hold both our faces off the flames much longer

The child of our struggle is free

I've fallen out of love with the prisoner

That's to save us