Triumph of Disintegration歌词

作曲 : Kevin L Barnes
The last ten days have been a ************
I didn’t know if I’d survive

The voice with the synapse that calls blood bats
Into action has now entered the tablelands

It’s only natural to feel a little imbalanced
It’s a symptom of your hysterical need to be understood

You had to forgive your enemy cause
It was making you psychotic
To keep fighting him inside of your head

But how could you allow these people
Whom you don’t even respect to rape your self concept
And make your inner world an ugliness

Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute
I had to make myself a monster just
To feel something ugly enough to be true
And then scratching wildly
At the mirror in my heart to see their doleful faces
What is the flaw in just running away
Running away fixes everything
How can I why should I stay
Just to view the triumph of disintegration

To live beneath language or far above
It’s really not that different
At least now that the one thing that is good about me
Has begun to express itself in malicious ways

Thrashed through the forest like a tormented brute
I had to make myself a monster just
To feel something ugly enough to be true
And then scratching wildly at the mirror in my heart
To see their doleful faces
What is the flaw in just running away

Running away fixes everything how can I why should I stay
Just to see the triumph of disintegration

Victories of devastation