[00:00.00] 作词 : Christopher/J./Baran/Marina/Diamandis [00:00.09] 作曲 : Christopher/J./Baran/Marina/Diamandis [00:00.19]ADULT GIRL - MARINA [00:00.86]Lyrics by:Christopher J. Baran/Marina Diamandis [00:02.83]Composed by:Christopher J. Baran/Marina Diamandis [00:04.78]Produced by:CJ Baran/MARINA [00:11.97]I can let go of the flower [00:15.18]Now my power has returned [00:18.20]I can look back at the past [00:21.23]Now I see what I have learned [00:24.33]Try my best to act my age [00:27.49]But the child won't behave [00:30.50]She wants to scream and cry and rage [00:33.71]And who am I to dig her grave? [00:37.35]The teenage years I never lived [00:40.60]The innocence of high school kids [00:43.81]Young romance and endless nights [00:46.92]Of carefree joy and pure delight [00:50.29]Didn't grow up in a normal world [00:53.22]And now I'm just an adult girl [01:02.10]Now I'm too old to die young [01:04.91]But at least I had some fun [01:08.01]Spent my twenties on the run [01:10.78]Dreaming of suicide and love [01:14.39]Think I'm stuck somewhere between [01:17.22]Childhood and va-va-voom [01:20.41]Always cycling in between [01:23.55]Existential dread and doom [01:27.72]Messy numb razors and knives [01:30.60]Missed arteries and blacked-out nights [01:33.71]Kittens mittens plushie toys [01:36.78]Bows and hearts and sullen boys [01:40.18]Robbed me of a teenage world [01:43.15]Now I'm just an adult girl [01:51.49]An adult girl [01:58.07]Someone tell me how to heal [02:00.58]The terror living inside me [02:04.03]I don't even know what's real [02:06.93]I just know I wanna be free [02:11.24]All the things I lost and loved [02:14.07]Swept them underneath the rug [02:17.29]Like a child I wait and hope [02:20.07]You might repair the things you broke [02:23.61]Now I understand the world [02:26.54]Of adult boys 'cause I'm an adult girl [02:36.24]I'm an oyster without a pearl [02:39.00]But that's just how it is for an adult girl [02:47.58]An adult girl [02:51.53]Adult girl