[00:00.000] 作词 : William Barnes [00:01.000] 作曲 : Andrew Katz/Ethan Cossett/Seth Dalby/William Barnes [00:51.719] Well he was not a close friend, he was hardly a friend at all [00:58.988] I was as surprised as you'd be when he asked if we could call [01:05.817] He said "I've been scrolling through my contacts, but there's no one left to text [01:13.559] I just needed to talk to someone who doesn't hate me yet" [01:21.018] I'd engaged in some debating of his guilt with folks I knew [01:28.277] There was something in his voice that said the worst of it was true [01:35.782] "Well they've really done it to me, I can't bear to hear my name [01:43.190] I used to know my real one, now it's covered up in shame" [01:49.953] [01:51.915] Without a defense I stand [01:55.750] And ask if there's something left to save [01:59.323] 'Cause what was the point of these hands [02:03.238] If they could give nothing but pain? [02:06.828] If I'm not what I'm supposed to be [02:10.713] If the front can't hold anymore [02:14.334] Could you retain any hope in me? [02:17.823] Or leave me to drown in the feedback [02:20.239] [02:20.591] Cords round my feet [02:22.565] Jackdaw at my breast [02:26.253] The devil's familiar comes every night [02:29.776] He's listening to every breath [02:34.629] And am I guilty again? [02:41.994] Is that all that I am? [02:45.512] [02:47.836] I have laughed it off as crazy in the company of peers [02:55.628] But as you are my equal, I'll be honest with you here [03:02.666] That it's way too raw to talk about with the distance that I'd like [03:09.927] I don't feel good about it now and I won't when I look back [03:22.414] [03:33.535] Without a defense I stand [03:37.204] And ask you to take me back again [03:40.855] 'Cause what was the point of these hands [03:44.775] If they could give nothing but pain? [03:48.476] Oh, that hero you thought [03:52.101] Could carry the light from the distance [03:55.687] And now that you know that I'm not [03:59.602] Could you get by with the difference [04:02.167] By with the difference [04:03.972] By with the difference?