[00:00.000] 作词 : Denton Oliver
[00:00.185] 作曲 : Denton Oliver/George Cauty
[00:00.371]Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
[00:03.545]Feeling like a one man army
[00:07.075]Lord I need you, need you, I just could use a friend
[00:11.669]Darkness, it now surrounds me
[00:14.257]Whisper the words “I'm sorry”
[00:18.262]I don't mean to hurt you too (oh)
[00:22.467]I'll fight 'till these chains are broken
[00:24.886]Hiding the pain I'm holding
[00:29.210]Lord I'm reaching, reaching, show me your guiding hand
[00:33.230]Oh fearing my heart wide open
[00:35.679]Each breath full of my emotions
[00:39.766]Don't mean to hurt you too
[00:41.678]The darkness nights, the ones nobody see
[00:44.303]No option for retreat
[00:45.604]I spent so long inside the chaos, start to feel like peace
[00:48.200]I'm tired of tripping over mountains I'm supposed to climb
[00:50.676]And expectations that keep pulling down the more I reach
[00:53.148]I'm praying God to make me stronger
[00:55.240]Need something to believe in
[00:57.178]If I keep suffering for a purpose, show me what's the meaning
[00:58.741]I taught myself in circles tryna justify my mind
[01:01.244]Become so numb it's hard to tell these days if I've been dreaming
[01:03.703]Unpacked trauma I'm tryna process
[01:05.241]Wake up in these cold sweats
[01:07.366]Butterfly, I know there's beauty under my cold flesh
[01:09.706]It's breaking through I wish they tell me for who I'm changing to
[01:12.168]I'm better off, without distractions I was afraid to lose
[01:14.612]I needed faith, I got too blinded I couldn't see my change
[01:17.742]Struggled through the darkness, but in hindsight I'm so glad it came
[01:20.458]Along this journey being empty made me feel ashamed
[01:22.852]Till I barely recognised who I became, eh
[01:25.554]Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
[01:29.115]Feeling like a one man army
[01:32.872]Lord I need you, need you, I just could use a friend
[01:37.118]Darkness, it now surrounds me
[01:39.561]Whisper the words “I'm sorry”
[01:43.683]I don't mean to hurt you too
[01:47.713]I'll fight 'till these chains are broken
[01:50.173]Hiding the pain I'm holding
[01:54.254]Lord I'm reaching, reaching, show me your guiding hand
[01:58.342]Oh fearing my heart wide open
[02:01.005]Each breath full of my emotions
[02:05.594]Don't mean to hurt you too
[02:07.098]I dig my heals into the dirt, this my final stand
[02:10.061]I'm sorry I don't mean to hurt you but I know I can
[02:12.534]I guess I forget all of the strength that my hands possessing
[02:15.131]At 17 I didn't realise what this life demands
[02:18.158]Admittedly my biggest weakness always been ‘bout patience
[02:20.691]In other words I'm fighting storms of my own creation
[02:23.241]Praying lord don't let me drown, help me walk on water
[02:25.780]Am I just talking to myself or this a conversation?
[02:28.285]Eh, heart too broken now it's collapsing
[02:30.848]I'm feeling trapped in
[02:32.285]I built up walls while ignoring the foundations cracking
[02:34.403]Why is it a struggle to forgive myself and show compassion?
[02:37.001]It's when I'm silent that I start to hear too much
[02:39.472]My blood flow in a rush, the adrenaline help me coping
[02:42.128]There's days I hate the world if I can't control my emotion
[02:44.533]If this story isn't finished, help me see the door that's open
[02:47.036]And leave behind this weight I've been continuously holding, yeah
[02:51.591]Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
[02:54.162]Feeling like a one man army
[02:58.359]Lord I need you, need you, I just could use a friend
[03:02.391]Darkness, it now surrounds me
[03:04.808]Whisper the words “I'm sorry”
[03:08.820]I don't mean to hurt you too
[03:12.659]I'll fight 'till these chains are broken
[03:15.377]Hiding the pain I'm holding
[03:20.096]Lord I'm reaching, reaching, show me your guiding hand
[03:23.533]Oh fearing my heart wide open
[03:26.158]Each breath full of my emotions
[03:30.753]Don't mean to hurt you too
[03:36.395]Don't mean to hurt you too, ooh