One Man Army
 作词 : Denton Oliver
 作曲 : Denton Oliver/George Cauty
Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
Feeling like a one man army
Lord I need you, need you, I just could use a friend
Darkness, it now surrounds me
Whisper the words “I'm sorry”
I don't mean to hurt you too (oh)
I'll fight 'till these chains are broken
Hiding the pain I'm holding
Lord I'm reaching, reaching, show me your guiding hand
Oh fearing my heart wide open
Each breath full of my emotions
Don't mean to hurt you too
The darkness nights, the ones nobody see
No option for retreat
I spent so long inside the chaos, start to feel like peace
I'm tired of tripping over mountains I'm supposed to climb
And expectations that keep pulling down the more I reach
I'm praying God to make me stronger
Need something to believe in
If I keep suffering for a purpose, show me what's the meaning
I taught myself in circles tryna justify my mind
Become so numb it's hard to tell these days if I've been dreaming
Unpacked trauma I'm tryna process
Wake up in these cold sweats
Butterfly, I know there's beauty under my cold flesh
It's breaking through I wish they tell me for who I'm changing to
I'm better off, without distractions I was afraid to lose
I needed faith, I got too blinded I couldn't see my change
Struggled through the darkness, but in hindsight I'm so glad it came
Along this journey being empty made me feel ashamed
Till I barely recognised who I became, eh
Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
Feeling like a one man army
Lord I need you, need you, I just could use a friend
Darkness, it now surrounds me
Whisper the words “I'm sorry”
I don't mean to hurt you too
I'll fight 'till these chains are broken
Hiding the pain I'm holding
Lord I'm reaching, reaching, show me your guiding hand
Oh fearing my heart wide open
Each breath full of my emotions
Don't mean to hurt you too
I dig my heals into the dirt, this my final stand
I'm sorry I don't mean to hurt you but I know I can
I guess I forget all of the strength that my hands possessing
At 17 I didn't realise what this life demands
Admittedly my biggest weakness always been ‘bout patience
In other words I'm fighting storms of my own creation
Praying lord don't let me drown, help me walk on water
Am I just talking to myself or this a conversation?
Eh, heart too broken now it's collapsing
I'm feeling trapped in
I built up walls while ignoring the foundations cracking
Why is it a struggle to forgive myself and show compassion?
It's when I'm silent that I start to hear too much
My blood flow in a rush, the adrenaline help me coping
There's days I hate the world if I can't control my emotion
If this story isn't finished, help me see the door that's open
And leave behind this weight I've been continuously holding, yeah
Hold tight, wrap your arms around me
Feeling like a one man army
Lord I need you, need you, I just could use a friend
Darkness, it now surrounds me
Whisper the words “I'm sorry”
I don't mean to hurt you too
I'll fight 'till these chains are broken
Hiding the pain I'm holding
Lord I'm reaching, reaching, show me your guiding hand
Oh fearing my heart wide open
Each breath full of my emotions
Don't mean to hurt you too
Don't mean to hurt you too, ooh