[00:00.000] 作词 : Jason Suwito/Em Beihold/Nick Lopez/Katelyn Lapid [00:01.000] 作曲 : Jason Suwito/Em Beihold/Nick Lopez/Katelyn Lapid [00:16.274]I'll be happy when this lonely city feels like mine [00:20.192]Maybe when I have a license and a car to drive [00:23.742]I can take a trip to nowhere on the 405 [00:28.855]Just to feel alive [00:30.782]I'll be happy when I finally can find real friends [00:34.287]Who all like me as am I and they don't all pretend [00:37.867]That I'm more than just a temporary means to an end [00:43.029]Thinking maybe then [00:45.056]That I'll be fine [00:47.749]But what if it's all too late? [00:54.934]What if I'm bound to break? [01:01.818]'Cause what if there's nowhere to escape? [01:09.289]Once the high starts to fade, fade [01:15.776]I start to fade, fade [01:19.299]I start to fade [01:23.694]I'll be happy when my smiles aren't in self defense [01:27.230]When I finally belong outside convenience [01:30.813]When they ask me how I'm doing and they really care for real [01:35.085]I fear, I fear, I fear [01:37.670]That life's not mine [01:41.052]And it's all too late [01:47.853]What if I'm bound to break? [01:54.756]'Cause what if there's nowhere to escape? [02:02.258]Once the high starts to fade, fade [02:08.810]I start to fade, fade [02:12.245]Don't want to fade, fade [02:15.696]I start to fade, fade [02:19.248]Don't want to fade [02:23.597]Will I be a buzzkill forever? [02:27.765]Be a buzzkill forever? [02:31.200]Be a buzzkill forever? [02:34.651]Be a buzzkill forever? [02:38.152]Be a buzzkill forever? [02:41.736]Be a buzzkill forever? [02:45.269]Be a buzzkill forever? [02:48.840]Be a buzzkill forever?