[00:00.000] 作词 : Sir Robert Hall/Donte Perkins/Frank Dukes [00:01.000] 作曲 : Sir Robert Hall/Donte Perkins/Frank Dukes [00:12.526] [00:52.232]Outside I can hear 'em bussin' bussin' [00:53.904]And the police they ru*******n' [00:55.027]Go to my head like concussion [00:56.385]I'd rather not have this discussion [00:57.770]My mind racing for the elevation of the toxic in my blood [01:00.617]Where my mind, don’t know now [01:02.028]But I know where it was [01:03.386]I need Nikki, where is Nikki [01:04.797]Baby girl please come and get me now [01:06.233]I’m old and *******t is trippy, but I know that god is with me [01:09.107]This that baby mama drama [01:10.465]Give a ******* about a man I know Imma [01:12.006]Be there for my son, talking with my sister it begun [01:14.723]End of the month, that’s the worst of the month [01:16.082]But the first of the month put the ******* in the blunt [01:17.440]That welfare check, won’t ever bounce like my daddy did [01:20.261]But I’m glad he did cause it made me strong [01:21.672]Made me help somebody with this song [01:23.291]Paint the picture of my life [01:24.571]Growing up what it was like [01:26.113]Section 8, grab a plate [01:27.523]Food for thought, gravitate [01:28.882]Food stamps, social services tryna take me away [01:31.677]My mama locked up, I pray to god that I see her today [01:34.602]Maybe not, maybe so, West Deer Park that’s all I know [01:37.842]Just me and my homies, people that know me [01:39.252]Only ones that know [01:40.584]Around my way, living day by day [01:43.275]Corn rows and hang time, automatics and gang signs [01:46.070]5 O with them canines [01:47.611]Manhunt when it's game time [01:48.787]They was robbing the ice cream man in broad day [01:51.295]Now I’m running from the police, don’t know how but I got away [01:54.220]Selling ******* to my homies, and a girl in the building that know me [01:57.146]At 15, such a fiend, for the *******t, that I seen [01:59.758]All my homies smoking green, ******* *******, sipping lean [02:02.841]It was king, it was cool, seemed like something I should do [02:05.714]Such a youngin, such a fool [02:07.073]Now I’m breaking into school [02:08.483]Cause my homie told me to [02:09.842]What to do, what would you [02:11.435]When will I lose my anonymity and become one with the enemy? [02:14.256]Tell me would I be the enemy, feel like nobody in front of me [02:16.398]I can feel the **** [02:19.063]Bobby what are you thinking? [02:20.447]What are you dreaming about? [02:22.772]Bobby, what’s inside? [02:25.593]What are you thinking right now? [02:27.317]What are you thinking? [02:28.676]Go to sleep [02:29.668]I guess that I was just thinking things would be different now [02:32.281]Cause when I wake up my dreams fade [02:34.240]Everything cascade [02:35.755]In this vanilla sky, I feel like David Aames [02:38.890]Why must I open my eyes [02:41.188]I wish that I could stay asleep forever [02:43.069]Attain every goal I wanted and watch it repeat forever [02:45.655]Will it happen, maybe never [02:47.327]Maybe so, I got to know [02:48.738]But tell me why [02:52.865]I picture myself at the top but I know that I’m dreaming [02:55.608]Will I wake up before I finally confront all my demons [02:58.429]Maybe not [03:00.310]All I know is this life I live I can’t live it no longer [03:03.027]Wish I was stronger, wish that I could survive [03:05.456]Turn on the TV let it wash my brain [03:07.572]Pretend that family’s my family to avoid the pain [03:10.420]Hello children, how was school? [03:11.804]It was good, how bout you? [03:13.371]I love you (I love you son) [03:14.939]I love mama too [03:16.140]Are you ready for dinner? I’m able to set the table [03:18.517]Till I snap out the fable when that TV turn off and I realize I’m back in hell [03:27.190](Bobby) [03:53.522]Logic has recorded 1700 songs in the span of his 10 years as an MC [04:00.888]However, only just over 150 have been released to the public