[00:00.00]I've got so much, hold on
[00:08.04]Woah hallelujah
[00:11.86]I need you live here
[00:13.31]Too too scared to die
[00:31.00]I want what I want how I want when I want it
[00:33.11]I'ma keep it a hunnid I'm blunted
[00:34.33]I don't give a damn
[00:34.77]I don't give a **** about another man
[00:36.28]**** a brother man
[00:37.25]I'ma make it make it rain like no other man
[00:39.21]Old girl shoulda shoulda got a better man
[00:41.04]Ass fat looking good in my letterman
[00:43.10]In the hood I'm a better man
[00:44.68]Wish a ********** would would
[00:46.11]Whole life I been up to no good
[00:48.25]Change it all if I could
[00:49.35]Rearrange my heart to beat good but I can't
[00:51.04]I'm a sinner not a saint
[00:52.06]Layers to my life no I can't
[00:53.47]Cover it up with paint
[00:54.68]Keep on living living
[00:56.70]Living on money and women
[00:57.70]As soon as I'm in em I'm out
[00:59.14]Now the truth never come out my mouth
[01:00.19]Speak life when I come in her mouth like
[01:01.75]I'm a dirty ********** a waste of life
[01:03.67]A waste of skin
[01:04.62]Wanna repent don't know where to begin
[01:06.20]Next of kin don't give a damn bout me
[01:08.14]I know God don't give a damn bout me
[01:10.05]People try but don't know bout me
[01:12.17]But the devil said that he want my soul
[01:15.94]But the devil said that he want my soul
[01:21.14]Give it to me right now
[01:24.73]Give it to me right now
[01:28.84]Give it to me right now
[01:32.73]Give it to me right now
[01:33.76]Somebody save me
[01:40.04]I need you to save me
[01:44.48]To wash away my sins on high
[01:48.69]I'd rather be a different man in another world
[01:51.44]Than work for the man in my universe
[01:53.12]Wonder what it feel like to take flight
[01:56.73]Momma told me everything gon' be alright
[01:58.10]I mean my life can't be off right
[01:59.68]But come to think about it
[02:00.60]Everybody runnin' the world seem to be all white
[02:02.86]Can you *********** see alright
[02:03.83]I mean I need it I want it I gotta have it
[02:06.55]Every day tragic
[02:07.71]If you're from where I'm from everyday ain't magic
[02:10.34]On this I know
[02:11.95]I been telling everybody I'ma give it a go I know
[02:14.18]I been there before feel it in my soul oh I know
[02:16.68]Love it or hate it I made it
[02:18.08]I did it I lived it
[02:18.91]While the whole world looking at the boy like whoa
[02:21.02]Baptized in a ocean of hennessey
[02:23.39]Really wonder what the remedy
[02:25.09]Tell me how the world gon' remember me
[02:26.80]Got me feelin like the enemy
[02:29.04]Like I ain't got no energy
[02:31.13]I been looking for an entity
[02:32.79]Feelin' like I need to chill like I need a new amenity
[02:35.11]**** all that
[02:36.20]I'm a dirty ********** a waste of life
[02:37.26]A waste of skin
[02:38.53]Wanna repent don't know where to begin
[02:39.38]Next of kin don't give a damn bout me
[02:42.05]I know God don't give a damn bout me
[02:43.96]People try but don't know bout me
[02:45.80]But the devil said that he want my soul
[02:49.34]But the devil said that he want my soul
[02:54.76]Give it to me right now
[02:57.94]Give it to me right now
[03:02.52]Give it to me right now
[03:06.34]Give it to me right now
[03:07.80]Somebody save me
[03:14.29]I need you to save me
[03:18.35]To wash away my sins on high
[03:22.48]I know my life was lived the wrong way
[03:25.92]I know I did you wrong in my own way
[03:29.60]But it was the flashing lights that mesmerized
[03:34.00]That hypnotized the only
[03:37.68]Part of me you loved
[03:41.65]Part of me that had the strength
[03:43.48]To rise above part of me you know
[03:49.20]Part of me you love more than to let it go
[03:56.51]Dear God, I just wanna know why
[03:58.27]Why do you put us here
[04:00.16]Why do you put us below
[04:01.54]Why do you put us subservient
[04:03.47]Why do you put us below these evil *************
[04:06.62]And then we crawl and we scratch our way out
[04:09.99]We betray each other
[04:11.40]We lie, we take from one another
[04:13.46]And we told you gon' forgive us at the end
[04:16.34]But the state don't forgive us
[04:18.64]I'm locked up and half my friends
[04:20.61]And then when I get out, or I make it out
[04:22.93]I'm expected to somehow give back
[04:25.43]To people who never wanted to see me escape
[04:27.64]I'm startin' to hate the man in the mirror
[04:30.23]And it's gettin' clearer
[04:31.53]That society was designed to keep me on the bottom
[04:35.10]So, if you real, if you're out there for real
[04:38.58]Please explain to me why
[04:40.69]Why do we suffer
[04:42.20]Why do we die
[04:43.43]And why do the people
[04:44.97]Who go against everything
[04:46.46]You ever said always get ahead
[04:48.93]I've done so much wrong
[04:52.36]I don't know if I can ever be right
[04:54.51]But tonight, I am in this church
[04:56.71]Asking you to show yourself
[04:59.34]To reveal yourself to me
[05:01.28]Because I'm tired
[05:04.09]And I don't know what else to do
[05:05.78]So black I'm blue, so brown I'm down
[05:11.43]I done been everywhere but up
[05:13.85]And when I finally get up
[05:15.61]I am ravaged with guilt and pain and shame
[05:18.77]And all I wanna do is believe in you
[05:22.09]The darker you are, the closer you are to dirt
[05:25.10]And they make sure it hurts
[05:26.83]And I am tired of hurtin', man
[05:28.61]I'm tired of bein' looked at
[05:31.51]Second guessed, doubted, feared
[05:33.46]So if you out there, do something about this
[05:36.62]'Cause I can't take it no more
[05:41.39]Help me