[00:00.000] 作词 : JC曹家未/JonnyJonny
[00:00.100] 作曲 : JC曹家未/JonnyJonny
[00:00.200] 混音 : 废物超市
[00:00.300] 母带 : Catman
[00:00.400] JC:
[00:00.620] 2024坐在联邦大道树荫下面休息
[00:28.339] 想着过去那些至暗时刻挺过的那些遭遇
[00:33.182] 我的手指触在屏幕写下这两天的周记
[00:37.565] 希望保持不要抽泣 变得越来越不忧郁
[00:41.228] I been thru crazy shit
[00:42.909] When things got rough for me in my life cuz everyone gave me shit
[00:46.111] All those times don made me sick
[00:48.012] 没想到小说情节一度降临在我头上
[00:51.355] 真不是说要蹭流量 我心里特别惆怅
[00:54.697] they say my life is eazy
[00:56.418] 他们窝在家里的时候我在没日没夜busy
[00:59.821] Now you can call this easy
[01:01.462] 那些公司觉得我家里有钱有关系要把我留住
[01:04.844] 该去清理一下头部 他们多少有些仇富
[01:08.066] 当你拥有了一切失去后才能感觉到的落差
[01:11.649] 我的心路历程可以写本书 我是个作家
[01:15.011] 我的中学怀疑我心理有点问题吧说我孤僻
[01:18.393] 我不喜欢跟人倾诉所以我拿音乐来出气
[01:21.736] 当你认识的兄弟背后为了钱能想着害你
[01:25.158] 或者最好的兄弟离你而去因为他不在意
[01:28.500] 当你认识的老板转过头就告密然后卖你
[01:31.923] 这社会太多派系 所有选择都是败笔
[01:35.265] 所以希望所有兄弟可以不用担心背叛
[01:38.707] 我希望我犯了错不要立马被看成了罪犯
[01:41.869] 愿长辈对我们说你以后做什么都可以
[01:45.212] 我多想死去兄弟的声音出现在我歌里
[01:48.774] 我已经历太多pain
[01:50.275] bro you don t know how it feels
[01:52.217] 我有太多的思绪
[01:53.658] bro you don t know how it feels
[01:55.579] 体没体会过失去
[01:57.060] bro you don t know how it feels
[01:58.921] lemme tell you how it feels ay
[02:01.303] 我已经历太多pain
[02:03.745] bro you don t know how it feels
[02:05.386] 我有太多的思绪
[02:07.127] bro you don t know how it feels
[02:09.068] 体没体会过失去
[02:10.489] bro you don t know how it feels
[02:12.430] lemme tell you how it feels ay
[02:14.292] Jonny
[02:15.413] 如果我没搞说唱focus on my grade或许成功来得快
[02:19.015] 找实习或是递简历把我当商品贴牌子卖
[02:22.678] 可这是好还是坏
[02:24.219] If I can t do what I want 那我觉得人生太失败
[02:27.461] 有的事该释怀
[02:28.962] 财富自由是赚够hundred million
[02:30.903] But freedom without music is something that I can t feelin it
[02:34.466] 碰到质疑那就killin it
[02:35.927] There s nothing I want prove
[02:37.608] 即使我现在才上路
[02:39.109] 我也不想太rely on family side靠自己不太想输
[02:42.511] Back in my highschool life I get depressed these bros ain t treat me nice
[02:45.913] I bussin my jacket他们抢走我的衣服样子像乞丐
[02:49.336] im being so individual 我皱起眉头关在房间里一礼拜
[02:52.818] 第二周下手beat the opps tm最拽的Villain被取代
[02:56.241] Not try to show off just wanna lock up the fact 我骨头硬
[02:59.183] 不可能惯你 主流病 调查我背景不透明
[03:02.545] 发布了 别碰IB 校长问我下架行不行
[03:06.448] I don t really give a fxck 我回答他说 听不清
[03:09.570] 我就是天生学不会低头
[03:11.411] 导致我经常会陷入逆流
[03:13.092] 要是放古代我要被批斗
[03:14.793] 即便被血汗沾满衣袖
[03:16.515] 规则是用来被打破
[03:18.156] 他们觉得我的故事虚构
[03:19.957] I don t care有未把握
[03:21.358] 只是不想满足你们的需求
[03:23.259] 不可能沾上nicotine 解忧我只用啤酒瓶
[03:26.661] 经历了太多story沉淀只剩我作品依旧顶
[03:30.044] 反复打磨精益求精 换来市场对你否定
[03:33.406] 但我初心Crystal Clear现在仍清晰透明
[03:36.648] JC
[03:36.949] 我已经历太多pain
[03:38.430] bro you don t know how it feels
[03:40.351] 我有太多的思绪
[03:41.812] bro you don t know how it feels
[03:43.713] 体没体会过失去
[03:45.214] bro you don t know how it feels
[03:47.076] lemme tell you how it feels ay
[03:50.518] 我已经历太多pain
[03:51.959] bro you don t know how it feels
[03:53.900] 我有太多的思绪
[03:55.321] bro you don t know how it feels
[03:57.263] 体没体会过失去
[03:58.703] bro you don t know how it feels
[04:00.585] lemme tell you how it feels ay