[00:00.00]3am Thoughts/4am Concerns-Entendre [00:16.06]Produced by P. Soul [00:30.16]I saw myself in the mirror and I was just wasn't proud [00:34.60]You been ignoring the open window that come around [00:37.97]I mean lets say we begin [00:39.90]And beings lazy a sin [00:41.68]You rather Greg crazy with friends [00:43.89]And then you staging your end [00:45.96]And with all the time lost you degrading your pen [00:49.23]And know you living check to check gotta save for the rent noome to blame but yourself [00:54.61]Coulda have the fame and your wealth [00:56.56]I'm So Anxious, but niggas rather spend it all on chains and a belt [01:00.28]I mean I never understand but each is it own [01:03.79]I'm reminded of my faults when I'm deep in the zone [01:07.60]And you always gotta peep who you keep in your home [01:11.02]It ain't no fool in metwice no repeating my wrongs [01:14.82]Cause I learn learn allll from my mistakes [01:18.59]I drive to get it I get in in different kinda ways [01:22.30]We come from crooked fathers [01:24.17]Ancestors Brooklyn Dodgers [01:26.06]Generated to gangsters, ballers, and crooks and mobsters [01:29.89]My generations be Christians They tell em look for Harvard [01:33.76]So I run the game for saint but Reggie bush the starter [01:37.16]I'm bout to wild today and cheer like its 2008 [01:40.89]Back when my president is black was something proud to say (harder emotion) [01:44.32]cause haven't seen change and Uzi drive a green range [01:48.07]And life is draining everybody's hope it's such a mean game [01:51.38]It'll slapped me in the face I got a taste just as teenage [01:55.28]I think about my past I chose my path i go complete rage [01:58.86]Cause I feel just like a author [02:00.59]Got a story to tell [02:02.28]Where you choose two paths either glory or hell [02:05.92]I mean we all got a road to follow [02:08.26]Perform shows apollo [02:10.29]And just blow colossal [02:12.17]Believe me I know [02:14.11]Some listening thinking damn [02:15.88]I'm So Anxious, this shit far fetched [02:17.26]But I'll be shooting for moon, and hit the stars next [02:21.17]But all we could do is ride [02:22.46]All we do is ride [02:23.92]I'm So Anxious, we got to cause when down to your ****ing last who can stop you [02:28.42]I'm So Anxious, cause bitch I know bitch I know [03:31.32]I'm So Anxious, bitch let it go [03:33.90]I'm So Anxious, bitch let it go [03:40.87]Rhyming just for the sake of rhyming [03:42.80]Making deals with Bills I gotta face the timing [03:44.99]I'm So Anxious, but I'm ill with skills a nigga patient minded [03:47.49]The beat killed and drilled a I gotta faced violence [03:50.16]I'm So Anxious, it's flu season these niggas hating for 2 reason [03:52.56]I'm So Anxious, other rappers is salty a nigga too seasoned [03:55.29]Other averages and faulty [03:56.66]Im a just a cool deacon [03:57.77]Im too great great- with a new tape [03:59.65]Like dude wait [04:00.65]Im like buggy im hopping to never lose faith [04:03.16]And mike bibby a the mind I gotta shoot straight [04:05.39]And most likely supreme leader of new age [04:07.97]I'm So Anxious, niggas shooting machines heaters and tools blaze [04:10.59]The game full of the feinss divas and blue haze [04:13.06]I'm So Anxious, niggas listen to music like this dudes great [04:15.52]A small mixture of d darkly quite and Lupe [04:18.07]I'm So Anxious, a tall nigga it's all scripted what you say [04:20.71]He clearly all I been killing the classics [04:23.06]Making the Good music and appealing to masses [04:25.46]Man they feeling this bastard/ the realest of rappers [04:27.96]Surrounded by the goats never chilling with average [04:30.76]I remember days when I didn't have the worries [04:33.42]I remember days me and Parris had em nervous [04:35.96]I remember days when we kill it purpose [04:38.50]And now they gonna pay me service [04:40.06]It's worth [04:41.11]And I remember days when we was choppin at the function [04:43.56]I remember days when we didn't have nothin [04:46.16]All them late night on the grind count for somethin [04:48.66]I'm So Anxious, so **** all the stupid assumption they want [04:51.56]I see through all moves like John wall and Brad beal [04:54.06]I'm mad real [04:55.06]Lets get it popping like Advil [04:56.56]But when you see your people dying it's a sad feel [04:58.96]Enjoy life you never know when your last meal [05:01.43]It's so trife and crazy just how a blast kill [05:03.98]So please the judging me of my past still [05:06.62]I'm So Anxious, cause soon all a nigga rocking is pastel [05:09.00]The best coming from DMV since fat trel [05:11.69]I'm So Anxious, niggas quiting and snitching they grow a rats tail [05:14.17]Like dude broke how the hell you make a fast bail [05:16.67]Putting out garbage albums for a fast sell [05:19.26]Don't needs that- the games faded like cheap tats [05:22.00]I preach facts [05:22.89]I piss music and bleed rap [05:24.56]I'm So Anxious, so **** no I don't need negative feed back [05:27.06]Cause honestly I been shit [05:37.36]And I remember days when we was choppin [05:42.39]And I remember days when we was choppin at the function [05:44.96]I remember days when we didn't have nothin [05:47.36]All them late night on the grind count for somethin [05:49.99]I'm So Anxious, so **** all the stupid assumption they want [05:52.61]I remember days when I didn't have the worries [05:55.08]I remember days me and Parris had em nervous [05:57.58]I remember days when we kill it purpose [06:00.21]And now they gonna pay me service [06:02.20]It's worth