[00:00.000] 作词 : Dave Malloy [00:00.161] 作曲 : Dave Malloy [00:00.322]Dust and Ashes -Josh Groban [00:00.987]Written by :Dave Malloy [00:14.250]Is this how I die [00:19.42]Ridiculed and laughed at [00:22.456]Wearing clown shoes [00:29.34]Is this how I die [00:33.674]Furious and reckless [00:36.936]Sick with booze [00:43.381]How did I live [00:47.123]I taste every wasted minute [00:51.33]Every time I turned away [00:59.282]From the things that might have healed me [01:02.994]How long have I been sleeping [01:10.453]Is this how I die [01:14.605]Frightened like a child [01:17.37]Lazy and numb [01:23.509]Is this how I die [01:27.629]Pretending and preposterous [01:30.949]And dumb [01:36.812]How did I live [01:40.476]Was I kind enough and good enough [01:43.671]Did I love enough [01:51.679]Did I ever look up and see the moon and the stars and the sky [01:58.359]Oh why have I been sleeping [02:05.713]They say we are asleep until we fall in love [02:11.919]We are children of dust and ashes [02:19.495]But when we fall in love we wake up [02:24.194]And we are a god and angels weep [02:33.538]But if I die here tonight [02:38.339]I die in my sleep [02:48.908]All of my life I spent searching [02:50.190]The words of poets and saints and prophets and kings [02:53.225]Now at the end all I know [02:55.56]That I've learned is that all that I know is I don't know a thing [02:58.104]So easy to close off [03:00.674]Place the blame outside [03:03.794]Hiding in my room at night [03:06.129]So terrified [03:09.82]All the things I could've been [03:11.208]But I never had the nerve [03:14.328]Life and love I don't deserve [03:19.233]So alright [03:20.513]Alright [03:22.34]I've had my time [03:24.794]Close my eyes [03:26.786]Let the death bells chime [03:30.29]Bury me in burgundy [03:32.341]I just don't care [03:34.989]Nothing's left [03:37.13]I looked everywhere [03:39.511]Is this how I die [03:42.724]Was there ever any other way my life could be [03:49.928]Is this how I die [03:52.843]Such a slough of feelings inside of me [04:00.107]But then why am I screaming [04:03.26]Why am I shaking [04:05.723]Oh god was there something that I missed [04:13.634]Did I squander my divinity [04:18.559]Was happiness within me the whole time [04:25.938]They say we are asleep until we fall in love [04:32.02]We are children of dust and ashes [04:38.946]But when we fall in love we wake up [04:42.963]And we are a god and angles weep [04:52.488]But if I die here tonight [04:57.111]I die in my sleep [05:05.959]They say we are asleep until we fall in love [05:18.638]And I'm so ready [05:22.350]To wake up now [05:26.566]I wanna wake up [05:29.614]Don't let me die while I'm like this [05:34.663]I wanna wake up [05:37.143]God don't let me die while I'm like this [05:42.783]Please let me wake up now [05:45.368]God don't let me die while I'm like this [05:51.206]I'm ready [05:55.166]I'm ready [06:04.183]To wake up