First Heartbreak 作曲 : Ari Leff/Ryan Daly/Connor McDonough/Riley McDonough/Toby McDonough/Castle I wanna tell you I'm right here But I'm still so angry even after all these years I know your family was falling apart So I don't blame you but I still have a heart All of my friends and my therapist say that it's nothing and I've gone insane Everyone says I'm a narcissist Truth is I just haven't dealt with the blame You chose the drugs, and now everyone else is your friend and I'm left in the flame There's nothing like first heartbreak Know I should move on God knows I've tried But I hit this strange wall without you by my side We were forever at one point in time The night you left me You left me half alive I started running, got faster and faster, but I just couldn't get away All of my problems got bigger and bigger until I couldn't feel the pain Because you chose the drugs and now everyone else is your friend and I'm going insane There's nothing like first heartbreak I had to lose you to find myself You can't know heaven until you know hell I'll always love you even if you're gone I'm letting go but always holding on