[00:12.038] Thought you were the one for me, I did [00:15.311] Thought you were the one that I'd be with [00:18.387] Strolling hand in hand like little kids [00:21.464] Until you turned around and ****ed with it [00:24.443] Now I can't help but wanna be alone [00:27.949] Pack up my bags and walk out the door [00:31.193] Know that I'm about to lose this war [00:34.078] But I can't remember what I've been fighting for [00:38.024] Is it love or is it something different? [00:40.427] Voice of caution in my eardrums, but I never listen [00:43.991] Opening my heart 'til the thing is messy [00:46.848] But I'm scared of all the hoping and the wishful thinking [00:50.243] 'Cause love can be a marvel, but it can be vicious [00:53.570] Cut you 'til you're bleeding without no permission [00:56.634] 'Til tears are in your eyes, love will blur your vision [00:59.963] Blur your vision [01:02.015] But I can't even cry, cry [01:08.402] So many sleepless nights, nights [01:14.370] I've been asking myself why, why [01:21.552] As hard as I try [01:23.990] I'm as cold as ice, petrified [01:28.090] I can't even cry [01:34.374] I can't even cry [01:41.574] I know that one day, I'll find my fate [01:44.862] I'll be with somebody who loves me [01:47.973] Loves me hard enough to leave me be [01:51.200] Who gives me the time and space to breathe [01:54.233] Been making my peace with what the future holds [01:57.525] Embracing all the things that I don't know [02:00.807] Everyone I'll meet and where I'll go [02:04.227] Remember what I was fighting for [02:07.790] Is it love or is it something different? [02:10.122] Voice of caution in my eardrums, but I never listen [02:13.709] Opening my heart 'til the thing is messy [02:16.735] But I'm scared of all the hoping and the wishful thinking [02:19.891] 'Cause love can be a marvel, but it can be vicious [02:23.178] Swear I'll learnt to feel again, make it my mission [02:26.356] 'Til tears are in my eyes, love will blur my vision [02:29.563] But for now, I [02:32.006] I can't even cry, cry [02:37.985] So many sleepless nights, nights [02:43.994] I've been asking myself why, why [02:51.343] As hard as I try [02:53.564] I'm as cold as ice, petrified [02:57.663] I can't even cry, cry, cry [03:05.635] Cry, cry [03:10.230] I can't even cry, cry, cry [03:16.841] As hard as I try [03:19.243] I'm as cold as ice, petrified [03:23.307] I can't even