[00:00.000] 作曲 : Pending [00:12.689] It's 4 in the morning [00:14.513] And I'm laying with my head against the toilet seat [00:21.036] [00:26.271] For several days now, I've been living here [00:30.351] Too tired to sleep, too sick to eat [00:39.945] I feel like a monster and it doesn't help that [00:44.356] You will treat me like I've got the venom in my teeth [00:50.838] [00:53.651] 'Cause I'm the spider in your bathroom [00:57.299] I'm the shadow on the tile [01:01.230] I came for shelter from the cold and I thought I'd stay a while [01:08.121] I'm only small, I'm only weak [01:11.604] And you jump at the sight of me [01:14.997] You'll kill me when I least expect it [01:18.551] God, how could I even think of [01:22.141] Daring to exist [01:25.656] Looking just like this? [01:27.820] I'm hideous [01:31.379] [01:34.984] I'm nothing but legs, they used to say [01:38.334] I'm nothing but skin and bones these days [01:41.720] You dangle me high over the drain [01:45.180] And tell me I'm lucky, you don't drop me there and [01:49.608] Let me wash away [01:52.835] Or put me on display [01:56.379] By trapping me forever between a glass and a dinner plate [02:02.214] [02:02.439] 'Cause I'm the spider in your kitchen [02:06.210] Weaving webs through every year [02:09.640] And I worked real hard on the last one [02:13.080] But the last one got me here [02:17.149] I'm minding my own business [02:19.912] But my presence makes you curse [02:24.088] I should be getting better but I'm only getting worse [02:29.089] [02:30.803] And, God, how dare I even think of choosing here to die? [02:37.608] 'Cause then I'm just a problem that you have to take outside [02:44.200] And I know you hate the sight of me [02:47.848] I haunt you when you're fast asleep [02:51.395] I've got eight legs, a million eyes [02:54.743] If only I had eight more lives [02:57.650] [02:58.039] 'Cause I'm the spider on the ceiling [03:00.984] And you're nothing but a guy [03:04.850] You don't like it when I cry [03:08.331] You would break me if you tried [03:11.931] And you will [03:13.159] Because I dare to be alive