Difficult
 作词 : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams
 作曲 : Aaron Dessner/Gracie Abrams
My double vision
Is only amplifyin' everythin' he isn't
Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listen
It's no one's fault it's just my terrible condition mm
And I've been thinkin'
If I move out this year I'll feel my parents slippin'
Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin' mm
Oh I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult difficult
Oh I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feelin'
Would take a hundred thousand years some kind of grievin'
But over what I never had so I've been speakin'
To my therapist I call her every weekend mm
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everythin' to me where did you run to
Was it somethin' that I said that colored you blue
Mm
Oh I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult difficult
Oh I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult difficult
Difficult
I
Difficult
I've been drinkin'
And stayin' up too late relivin' bad decisions
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's somethin' that I'm missin'
Mm
Oh I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult difficult
Oh I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult difficult
Oh I know
Spiralin' is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult difficult
Oh I hope
I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult difficult