[00:00.000] 作词 : Xana Morris [00:01.000] 作曲 : Liam Moes/Shane Stephenson/Xana Morris [00:04.320]I hold your mistakes high over your head [00:07.840]Especially when they look like mine [00:10.820]I'm not one to hand out my forgiveness [00:14.510]But I expect it every time [00:17.570]It's just me and the accusations you made [00:21.160]It pains me to admit you were right [00:24.350]Someday I will be someone you resent [00:28.110]Honey, the pleasure is all mine [00:31.170]Well, I heard you're calling me a traitor [00:34.320]Owe you a good apology, I'll do it later [00:37.690]Wrote all my stories and I paint myself the good guy [00:41.030]This is the end of my tunnel, it's a gaslight [00:44.520]Yeah, I heard you're calling me a monster [00:47.870]After all the shit I pulled, you could do better [00:51.290]Heart of gold, will I fold for a good time? [00:54.300]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [00:59.750] [01:04.720]You gave me your all [01:06.220]It was intimate [01:07.820]I guess it ain't your fault [01:09.500]That I can't commit [01:11.490]Yeah, you talk till you scream, I never listen [01:14.660]I couldn't help but feel so indifferent [01:17.960]Yeah, all my failures are visceral [01:19.840]I still taste blood from years ago [01:21.410]Push and shove til you're giving up [01:23.170]Just to prove you ain't good enough [01:24.710]Shoot my meanest words like arrows [01:26.620]I make damn sure they echo [01:28.240]I make damn sure they echo [01:31.540]Well, I heard you're calling me a traitor [01:34.710]Owe you a good apology, I'll do it later [01:38.150]Wrote all my stories and I paint myself the good guy [01:41.480]This is the end of my tunnel, it's a gaslight [01:45.030]Yeah, I heard you're calling me a monster [01:48.360]After all the shit I pulled, you could do better [01:51.650]Heart of gold, will I fold for a good time? [01:54.790]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [02:05.120]I can't even be honest with myself [02:08.560]How could you believe I'd do that for someone else? [02:11.870]Lying out of my teeth and it sounds so nice [02:15.250]You're down on your knee, but I don't want that life [02:18.560]You're waiting for me at the back of the bar [02:21.900]While I'm kissing boys in the back of their cars [02:25.470]It's half past 3 and you're fast asleep [02:28.630]While I'm on the phone with Jodie [02:32.000]Will I ever know why I am like this? [02:35.170]I go for what I can't have like I'm righteous [02:38.450]I'm pointing all of my fingers, can't face the shame [02:42.120]If you wanna place blame, just say my name [02:45.400]I go home alone and I think it's strange [02:48.850]I got what I want but it don't taste the same [02:52.110]Now the only ones who know me are my felonies, tellin me [02:55.970]Everyone who's ever loved me is the enemy [02:59.210]I get high on all the jealousy [03:02.160]You can't forgive the infidelity [03:05.380]And I can't take it back and i don't wanna be [03:08.690]Someone who lives like that in this economy [03:12.070]When I was supposed to be a good friend, trusted [03:15.300]I snuck around with the love of your life instead [03:19.630]Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [03:25.610]Well, I heard you're calling me a traitor [03:28.810]Owe you a good apology, I'll do it later [03:32.180]Wrote all my stories and I paint myself the good guy [03:35.500]This is the end of my tunnel, it's a gaslight [03:39.150]Yeah, I heard you're calling me a monster [03:42.450]After all the shit I pulled, you should do better [03:45.850]Heart of gold, but I fold for a good time [03:48.850]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [03:52.280]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [03:55.520]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [03:58.830]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [04:02.230]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [04:05.600]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [04:09.020]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [04:12.330]I'll do what I want, what I want over what's right [04:15.880]Do what I want, what I want over what's right