[00:00.000] 作曲 : Alex O'Connor/Cory Henry/Teo Halm
[00:02.385] Welcome, welcome
[00:03.192] Make yourself at home and take a seat
[00:05.056] I’ll be your host for the next hour
[00:06.949] So get as comfy as can be
[00:08.631] I’ll do my best to tell you this story
[00:10.568] I mean it is a story about me
[00:12.494] About how I came up
[00:13.653] And fell down, and then, I found peace
[00:16.016] To set the scene
[00:16.971] I arrived age 17 and didn’t know nothing
[00:19.760] But I kept my ears open, took it in
[00:21.931] I was always listening
[00:23.408] I told the world who I was
[00:25.064] Fast forward two years
[00:26.405] Two albums out, I wish I didn't say so much
[00:29.186] But I can’t take it back now
[00:30.680] So, growing up in public wasn’t great
[00:33.446] No, but I wouldn't ever trade it in for a life less insane
[00:38.340] The higher the highs, the lower the lows
[00:41.919] But I'd rather have extremes than have a boring life, you know?
[00:45.432] And even in my darkest hour, I remembered why I'm here
[00:48.779] Never said what I was truly feeling till it weighed the most, for many years
[00:52.089] Now I'd say, when your life changes, you should pipe up, maybe sit down
[00:55.833] Speak to someone you can spend the time with
[00:58.367] I mean I don’t know, that’s what I did
[01:01.260] The therapist knows who I really am
[01:04.082] They know me just as well as someone can
[01:06.656] There’s nothing in the world they're expecting of me
[01:12.039] I’m simply here to speak
[01:15.853] And nothing can surprise them now
[01:18.524] I turn up and I let it all out
[01:21.447] There's no one in the world that they need me to be
[01:26.873] So I’ll be myself and we’ll see
[01:30.250] 2023 and I’m going in
[01:32.527] Checked myself in age 22 and no, I don't regret a thing
[01:36.668] I wanna say thank you to my family for always putting up with things
[01:40.223] And a big shout out to Steve and Linda, for taking me under their wing and taking time
[01:45.034] And the same goes to Damian, who pulled me out the grave and showed me how to live this life
[01:49.474] And whatever comes my way
[01:51.425] I'll practise every day, just give me sixty minutes, once a week, and little bit of space
[01:56.234] Soon, I'll be in a better place
[01:58.365] Watch this
[01:59.106] I'm not saying it's the only way but shit, I couldn't do it on my own
[02:02.775] New year, new me yeah yeah, this time I'm really in the zone
[02:06.481] Everyone’s just searching for someone to be in love with
[02:09.092] And tryna find the thing they love to do, that can also maybe bring the bread in
[02:12.812] Everybody has a stage these days, anyone can entertain
[02:16.538] We all need a bit of validation and that’s ok
[02:19.900] All I really want, is to feel at peace and to find my place
[02:23.444] Hey, maybe it's just an endless search
[02:25.671] Alone here on this earth and if so, that's ok
[02:29.007] I wouldn’t be here now if I’d failed
[02:31.850] To take the time to care for myself
[02:34.607] I never thought that things would get as bad as they were
[02:40.199] I recharged and returned
[02:43.738] And if you’re sick of going through hell
[02:46.618] Just know, that I've been right there as well
[02:49.303] It always goes away after time passes by
[02:54.954] So stick around and try