[00:00.00]I've been looking for somethin' I'm gon' find
[00:04.63]What should I do in the meantime?
[00:12.16]Say you can't look for it, it'll find you
[00:16.72]Do you feel the same too?
[00:19.32]Something that I ain't said in a long time
[00:25.10]Front line, I was fighting for you
[00:28.82]Angels sing in the choir for you
[00:31.37]If you wanna
[00:36.33]Favorite poem, I wrote it for you
[00:40.70]Know you know it
[00:44.45]Turned it into a song for you
[00:48.84]Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside
[01:03.05]Here's one more cry
[01:06.69]I cry
[01:12.16]Single-handedly, I been taking real good care of me
[01:15.59]That *************t in my blood like liquor or Cherokee
[01:18.65]Y'know black folk, we don't go to no therapy
[01:21.57]Tell 'em keep they two cents, give it to charity
[01:24.94]Go H.A.M. like Sara Lee
[01:26.43]Watch it all go down the drain like merrily, merrily
[01:29.35]Legally blind and my friends, I see them barely, barely
[01:32.30]They say let me holla at you,
[01:33.73]Guess that's why they call them holidays
[01:35.75]But Christmas feel like Simba on a Father's Day
[01:38.08]I'm supposed to be the strongest, the oldest
[01:40.04]The leader of our country-ass family
[01:42.01]The POTUS, the podium come up to my shoulders
[01:44.37]I'm short and I'm shook and I'm broken
[01:46.20]My favorite voters can't show up to the polls
[01:48.41]And you still don't want me to show emotion and I refuse
[01:51.25]'Cause I love you that's why
[01:53.17]'Cause I want to that's why
[01:54.80]'Cause I miss you that's why
[01:56.44]'Cause I miss you that's why
[01:57.91]Know I said that was the last one last year
[02:00.18]But we both know you deserve one last tear
[02:03.21]Days go by, I try to bottle these tears inside
[02:17.42]There's one more cry
[02:21.36]I cry
[02:51.30]Every time I feel the grace,
[02:53.44]It feel like God just said "Hello there"
[02:55.36]Never been to heaven but I know I wanna go there
[02:58.46]Carry me through cancer when my auntie didn't have no hair
[03:01.55]Shook me when she left us but my faith did not go nowhere
[03:04.57]I've been banging on my chest when I cry, flex when I cry
[03:07.88]Beat a *************'s ass when I cry, that's when I cry
[03:11.03]Feel like I'm the man when I cry
[03:12.97]I won't let it go, don't hold it against me
[03:16.68]My Auntie Kim told me
[03:18.09]Punch you in your mother******* mouth if you lie on me
[03:21.02]Can't no ************* ass ************* ever never get down on me
[03:23.14]079, they count on me
[03:24.69]Tears raining down on me, to the ground on me
[03:26.75]Me and God playing tips
[03:27.66]'Cause he never gonna bounce on me, won't bounce on me
[03:29.32]Tryna find a button-up *************rt for your funeral
[03:31.39]Tryna find a bunch of answers only you would know
[03:32.94]I'm just tryna play my part like a movie role
[03:34.43]Need a ************* face-down like it's Yu-Gi-Oh!
[03:35.96]I ain't tryna act hard, life's hard enough
[03:37.58]God knows my heart when the cards is tucked
[03:39.07]So I ain't never been scared of no groupie hoe
[03:40.67]Though I walk through the valley like Coolio
[03:42.20]I've been up for days
[03:43.20]I ain't cry for years
[03:44.28]************* I'm ******* serious
[03:45.58]Let em dress where I get my dress
[03:47.44]Are you okay sis? Yeah I'm lit
[03:49.38]Had to let them live
[03:50.55]Had to let them live
[03:51.73]See you at the crib
[03:53.68]See you at the crib
[03:54.93]Favorite poem I wrote it for you
[04:00.36]Know you know it
[04:02.85]Turn it into a song for you