[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K
[00:00.326] 作曲 : Y C K
[00:00.652][Verse 1]
[00:10.934]Why’d you go and do that? Cause we’ve, been wanting you back
[00:13.756]You showed up with no kids and a stranger who was your new man
[00:16.332]You left in a hurry somewhere that you had to be
[00:19.020]You were only in your thirties but full of such apathy
[00:21.701]Place to place, what happens with an absent father figure
[00:24.613]Now your sons will have to live their lives without a mother since you’re
[00:27.601]Gone, I wish you hadn’t done it after all
[00:30.132]Not like it matters, I should have replied to you, that’s my fault
[00:32.851]It was late September on an unassuming day
[00:35.539]I can still remember how we couldn’t soothe that pain
[00:38.588]And then December came around, that Christmas hit us even harder
[00:41.399]Unlike anything I’d felt, we missed your aura’s fleeing ardor
[00:44.089]Now every night, I make a list what I’ll do in the morning
[00:46.916]That’s because of you, you told us that you did that as restoring
[00:49.770]Order to your life, cause' given your upbringing
[00:52.519]Not surprised always an episode away from just sinking
[00:55.397][Chorus]
[00:55.576]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[00:58.397]Indecisive, have to lie
[01:00.866]Serenity is still unfound
[01:03.544]I constantly will disavow
[01:06.725]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[01:09.241]Indecisive, have to lie
[01:12.097]Serenity is still unfound
[01:14.728]I constantly will disavow
[01:17.684]Forgive me while I commit
[01:20.479]This horrible injustice
[01:23.332]I’ve suffered, yes I do admit
[01:25.880]And you’ll just have to trust this
[01:28.970]Listed the alternatives
[01:31.693]But none will cover everything
[01:34.326]Have this much here left to give
[01:37.062]Keep me in mind now when you sing
[01:40.089][Verse 2]
[01:40.463]A life has been taken but I won’t be taking mine
[01:42.576]The end result is the same, so I can just wait in line
[01:45.432]Persist indefinitely then succumb to natural causes
[01:48.301]Do not console me when you don’t know what an actual loss is
[01:51.151]Don’t mistake my steady silence for a lack of grief
[01:53.979]If I had sent a signal, would you send one back to me?
[01:56.642]Words that I regret, and words that I didn’t mean
[01:59.511]I was just upset you relapsed and were no longer clean
[02:02.201]If only you had stuck around to finish up your sleeves
[02:05.175]Maybe then we’d go out drinking for a moment of reprieve
[02:07.808]Misbehaved and fought the cops, arrested in the street
[02:10.646]You’d left the house around 11 then our job had been complete
[02:13.264]48 hours and you would send an apology
[02:16.192]Sometimes I miss those nights when you’d show up right after calling me
[02:19.179]Memories will occupy the void that can’t be filled
[02:21.842]I’ll try to speak up here on out, we can’t avoid what can’t be killed
[02:24.788][Chorus]
[02:25.197]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[02:27.595]Indecisive, have to lie
[02:30.185]Serenity is still unfound
[02:32.946]I constantly will disavow
[02:36.042]Wait, I wrote no alibi
[02:38.643]Indecisive, have to lie
[02:41.557]Serenity is still unfound
[02:44.128]I constantly will disavow
[02:47.020]Forgive me while I commit
[02:49.769]This horrible injustice
[02:52.504]I’ve suffered, yes I do admit
[02:55.226]And you’ll just have to trust this
[02:58.241]Listed the alternatives
[03:00.771]But none will cover everything
[03:03.522]Have this much here left to give
[03:06.556]Keep me in mind now when you sing