[00:05.59]Walking down aisles of vintage stores [00:08.24]and peacefully window shopping [00:10.21]Stalking the nightmare that cuts your core and keeps you sobbing [00:17.89]He could be anywhere around you and you just don't know it [00:37.45]The person who ended your greatest joy and truest friendship [00:28.29]It's common courtesy to stay at the scene of the crash [00:31.84]but he drove away [00:34.17]And left your heart to reflect upon a peaceful past [00:38.96]Every day, the same tortured silence [00:47.01]What if the future's just to remind me [00:52.14]That my past was my only blessing [01:04.64]You said what if the man who killed my wife [01:07.53]sleeps in the house next door to mine [01:11.37]That's the reality with unsolved crimes [01:14.14]he lives with a burder but she only lives in your mind [01:17.09]What if the hollowed out feeling is a memory [01:20.01]that I could barely find [01:23.76]Where does faith come in [01:25.66]when it's already been confirmed that she has died [01:31.87]What if the future's just to remind me [01:36.73]That my past was my only blessing [01:44.21]Where is the sense of thriving [01:47.19]We're all so sick of dying [01:50.17]I've seen this eat you alive [01:53.40]I've seen that death can be done [02:02.21](We're all so sick of dying) [02:14.55](We're all so sick of dying) [02:21.46]You're stuck here and she's not coming back [02:30.62]You're stuck here and she's not coming back [02:33.85]What if the future's just to remind me [02:38.94]That my past was my only blessing [02:46.28]Where is the sense of thriving [02:49.21]We're all so sick of dying [02:52.25]I've seen this eat you alive [02:56.09]I've seen that death can be done