[00:07.685]So I've been watching you the entire night,and [00:09.935]Some things I've noticed [00:17.438]I've noticed that I'm not just seeing people nodding your head to the music politely [00:26.446]I'm seeing people like thrashing around and dancing so wildly as if absolutely no one is watching you [00:28.947]Like no one is around, it's just like in your bedroom [00:31.434]Just jamming [00:37.444]I'm also not seeing people mouth the lyrics [00:47.686]I'm hearing people screaming every single word so loudly [00:51.934]Let me tell you why that makes me so happy, because [00:59.945]Tht kind of behavior is free and uninhibited and warm [01:02.947]And what you treated us is so open and welcoming [01:08.937]You know these days there are milions of ways for people to tell you [01:10.687]How to be [01:12.442]How to act in public [01:14.446]What's cool, what's not [01:16.686]What's beautiful, what's not [01:23.936]And it's really easy to become completely preoccuipied by the idea of trying to be cool [01:26.447]but you know what I think is better than being cool? [01:27.690]Is being happy [01:39.435]And you seem really happy tonight Sydney [01:42.186]You know when somebody criticizes you [01:45.944]Or say something behind your back [01:53.186]Those words they say about you is like you feel like those words are written all over your face [01:55.446]all over you, and [02:00.186]And then those words start to become the echos of your own mind [02:07.186]And then, there is a real risk that those words could become a part of how you see yourself [02:16.186]The moment you realize you are not the opinon of somebody who doesn't know you or care about you [02:19.937]That moment when you realize that [02:43.186]Is like you are clean [02:52.446]The drought was the very worst [03:01.943]When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst [03:10.934]It was months, and months of back and forth [03:18.186]You're still all over me like a wine-stained dress I can't wear anymore [03:27.945]Hung my head, as I lost the war, and the sky turned black like a perfect storm [03:34.441]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [03:38.186]That's when I could finally breathe [03:52.686]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [04:01.684]There was nothing left to do [04:10.936]When the butterflies turned to dust that covered my whole room [04:20.186]So I punched a hole in the roof [04:27.448]Let the flood carry away all my pictures of you [04:37.186]The water filled my lungs, I screamed so loud but no one heard a thing [04:43.686]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [04:47.446]That's when I could finally breathe [05:06.691]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [05:14.186]Said, I think I am finally clean [05:18.692]10 months sober, I must admit [05:23.185]Just because you're clean don't mean you don’t miss it [05:28.186]10 months older I won't give in [05:34.686]Now that I'm clean I'm never gonna risk it [05:38.935]I’m never gonna risk it, no [05:43.686]I’m never gonna risk it, no [05:52.685]I’m never gonna risk it, no [06:01.686]The drought was the very worst [06:11.943]When the flowers that we'd grown together died of thirst [06:18.441]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [06:21.944]That's when I could finally breathe [06:30.186]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [06:38.447]Rain came pouring down when I was drowning [06:40.686]That's when I could finally breathe [06:52.685]And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean [06:56.435]Finally clean [07:05.640]Think I am finally clean [07:07.640]Think I am finally clean