[00:00.000] 作曲 : Rachel Keen/Marvin Hemmings [00:00.140] They say the 20s are the best years of your life [00:03.529] But I seem to be spending mine missing sunsets [00:06.429] 'Cause I'm busy on my phone observing everyone else [00:09.346] How I compare and obsess [00:10.862] Just me, my phone and these walls [00:12.510] And I've been sober for some months, but I can feel the demons waiting on my downfall [00:16.705] Since I'm so ugly and irrelevant [00:18.779] I've been losing friends as if I'm tryna get rid of them [00:21.333] I googled why I'm so desperate for validation and sedatives, huh [00:25.476] Calling men who don't give a **** about me [00:28.180] Then when my mother called I pretend I'm busy [00:31.329] I'm tryna end up anywhere except from where I been [00:34.241] Curtains closed, bed bound, amphetamines [00:36.785] Mmm, and this devil on my shoulder, man, I'm tryna shake him off [00:40.326] My ex is on my timeline, it's as if he's showing off [00:43.219] My self esteem is Facetune and ring lights [00:46.302] My ego is conquering new heights [00:48.625] I think I need some [00:51.773] Do you need some? [00:54.418] Don't we all need some light? [01:00.695] I think I need some [01:02.593] I lied, I don't think, I know I need some [01:05.633] I need some light [01:07.099] Some sweet sunshine [01:08.579] To feel alright [01:09.647] Please let there be light [01:12.163] I see a sad little sinner in the mirror [01:15.507] The devil works hard like my liver [01:18.261] I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna die [01:21.461] A fistful of pills, you're a nobody [01:25.391] Yeah, yeah [01:28.394] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [01:31.375] Yeah, yeah [01:34.354] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [01:36.324] Bang bang, that's depression at the door again [01:39.199] You know he'll beat the door down till you let him in the room [01:42.218] Since you are already acquainted, you skip the foreplay [01:45.600] He grips you at the neck as you prepare to be screwed [01:48.216] You try to muster a flare to tell somebody you're sinking [01:51.403] But anxiety is an index finger pressed to your lips [01:54.226] A whiskey bottle it whispers since you're already bitter [01:57.210] A cocktail fit for a quitter [01:58.714] Come here and give me a kiss [02:00.146] I see a sad little sinner in the mirror [02:03.545] The devil works hard like my liver [02:06.320] I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna die [02:09.421] A fistful of pills and rivers in my eyes [02:12.394] I got nothing left to lose [02:13.789] Dear God in the sky [02:15.546] Hear my cry! Hear my cry! [02:18.415] When it's too dark to see, let there be light [02:21.562] Let there be light [02:23.180] Let there be light [02:25.416] Yeah, yeah [02:28.388] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [02:31.452] Yeah, yeah [02:34.436] Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah [02:35.588] Yes, I edit my pictures to make my waist look slimmer [02:38.494] And make my arse look bigger so that I'm someone you aspire to [02:41.972] Let me in your algorithm please [02:43.820] I know I'll only be important if I'm someone you would like, follow, share and subscribe to [02:49.358] If you're thirsty like me [02:52.363] Mix some pity with some self-hate [02:54.670] Stir it up, then add 12 ounces of rosé [02:57.505] That's how I make the glass half empty and drink it down [03:00.086] Beneath the curse words and the insecurities, here lies a sorry little soul [03:04.926] And she doesn't even know what to pray for [03:07.333] Still just a heartbroke bitch [03:09.323] But I traded the back of the nightclub I did for the bathroom floor [03:13.670] I wish I could call my ex [03:15.920] He would know just what to say [03:17.381] He don't say nothing at all now [03:18.893] It brings a tear to my eye [03:20.494] The only thing I rely on him to do is stay declining my calls now [03:24.162] I see a sad little sinner in the mirror [03:27.482] The devil works hard like my liver [03:30.202] I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna die [03:33.447] A fistful of pills, and rivers in my eyes [03:36.357] I got nothing left to lose [03:37.847] Dear God in the sky [03:39.564] Hear my cry! Hear my cry! [03:42.349] When it's too dark to see, let there be light [03:45.697] Let there be light [03:47.204] Let there be light [03:48.839] Little girls that have no self-esteem [03:50.772] A little boy without a father tries to find him in the streets [03:53.617] A girl I used to walk to school with took her life, now rest in peace [03:57.271] Fake democracy [03:58.831] Killing overseas [03:59.836] Killing ourselves [04:00.721] Suicide [04:01.719] Government lies [04:02.714] Discrimination [04:03.744] Hating ourselves [04:04.726] Why hope? Why keep going? Why try? Why? [04:07.123] Genesis 1, verse 3, I'll dry my eyes [04:09.621] The only thing which darkness cannot coexist is the light [04:12.200] I see a sad little sinner in the mirror [04:15.509] The devil works hard like my liver [04:18.277] I don't wanna be alive, but I don't wanna die [04:21.498] A fistful of pills, and rivers in my eyes [04:24.300] I got nothing left to lose [04:25.831] Dear God in the sky [04:27.636] Hear my cry! Hear my cry! [04:30.310] When it's too dark to see, let there be light [04:33.756] Let there be light [04:35.170] Let there be light [04:37.893] Yeah [04:43.134] I want that light, Lord [04:46.011] Please (Let there be light) [04:48.099] Oh let there be, oh [04:50.022] Oh let there be, oh [04:51.734] Oh, that light [04:54.102] See [04:54.912] I want that light in my house (Oh let there be light) [04:58.414] I want that light in my car (Oh let there be light) [05:01.790] I want that light in my pain (Oh let there be light) [05:05.336] I want that light when it's dark, dark, dark, dark [05:08.872] Oh no let there be, oh let there be, oh-oh that light [05:13.008] No, no, no, no, no, let there, let there be light [05:15.691] For all the fathers and the teachers (Working hard in the night) [05:18.968] For all the builders and the cleaners (I pray let there be light) [05:21.720] Oh, for all the farmers and the chefs and the train drivers, yes [05:25.587] The nurses and the doctors [05:27.134] God bless the NHS [05:28.678] Let the pay rise [05:30.348] Let the pay rise [05:32.229] Oh let there be light, light, light [05:35.522] For all those overworked and underpaid [05:37.698] And dreams are somewhere out of sight, mmm [05:40.031] Let there be light [05:43.178] Single mothers all alone (She's all alone) [05:49.154] The baby's crying [05:52.367] And she's crying tears too to her sister on the phone [05:55.771] Bring her comfort bring her peace [05:58.567] I pray Lord, yeah, yeah, yeah (Please) [06:08.603] Now that's what I'm talkin' 'bout [06:16.491] Oh let there be [06:18.789] Lord, let there be [06:20.357] Don't we all need a little [06:22.152] See, I want that [06:24.127] That light in my house (Oh let there be light) [06:27.099] I want that light in my car, yeah (Oh let there be light) [06:30.507] I want that light in my dreams [06:34.860] Light up the dark yes [06:36.372] Light up the dark, Lord [06:38.185] Let there be light, Lord