[00:00.000] 作词 : Kenyatta Fudge [00:01.000] 作曲 : Kenyatta Fudge [00:18.483]Adelso on this [00:21.403]You wanna know the reasons why I strive to be better [00:23.799]Thinking if I was better then maybe we'd be together [00:26.458]But I know that's false [00:28.314]I've been out here looking for the love that we lost [00:30.696]Hoping one day I might find it once I fix all of my flaws baby [00:33.359]But that's now how the story ends [00:35.220]Yeah I know it but I still like to pretend that you my lover and my friend [00:38.671]And after we done working on oursеlves [00:40.819]You cross my path and we gon' fall in love again [00:42.956]But isn't that what wе all say [00:44.550]Just so we can soften up the heartbreak [00:46.412]Sad to say I learned that shit the hard way [00:48.798]Real question is, did you really mean all of that shit or am I waiting on a date that don't exist? [00:53.835]Please let me know, did you only tell me that we could just to hide the fact you leaving me for good [00:59.160]Cause if so that's fine, I'll just keep working on myself to be as happy as I was when you were mine [01:05.525]And I've been tryna keep my head up, memories don't make it better [01:10.307]Struggling to keep it all together [01:12.970]Hoping that you acknowledging my effort, na na na na [01:17.229]Cause I've been so patient [01:18.563]Tryna save you when I'm the one who need the saving [01:21.231]You can still find me right here I'll be waiting [01:23.871]I just hope you know that you my toxic inspiration [01:27.063]Know that you ain't coming back but I'll be waiting anyway [01:29.456]What's inside my heart for you is way more than these words can say [01:32.111]Way more than these songs [01:33.445]Tryna right my wrongs [01:34.244]Feelings that I got for you too strong [01:35.852]I can't leave you alone this pain this ain't gon' stop till you come home [01:39.289]And this ain't how it's supposed to be [01:40.886]And if it is then that ain't good enough for me [01:42.756]Cause in my heart I still believe that you and me are still meant to be [01:46.206]So I'ma grow into the person that you need [01:48.326]Till you come home, home, home [01:53.429]I've been all alone, lone, lone, lone [01:58.739]And I still find it crazy it's been working [02:02.191]You not by my side but still make me a better person [02:04.847]If it ain't meant to be then I'ma end up all alone [02:07.505]But that'll be alright if you just notice that I've grown [02:10.419]Keep my head up, memories don't make it better [02:15.752]Struggling to keep it all together [02:18.411]Hoping that you acknowledging my effort, na na na na [02:22.654]Cause I've been so patient [02:23.979]Tryna save you when I'm the one who need the saving [02:26.648]You can still find me right here I'll be waiting [02:29.565]I just hope you know that you my toxic inspiration