[00:00.000] 作词 : Noah Kahan [00:00.204] 作曲 : Noah Kahan [00:00.409] So I took my medication [00:02.916] And I poured my trauma out [00:05.520] On some sad-eyed middle aged man's [00:08.281] Over-priced new leather couch [00:10.558] [00:11.405] And we argued about Jesus [00:13.899] Finally found some middle ground [00:16.674] I said I'm cured [00:20.172] [00:21.480] And I've divvied up my anger [00:24.596] Into thirty separate parts [00:27.178] Keep the bad shit in my liver [00:29.857] And the rest around my heart [00:31.946] [00:32.713] And I'm still angry at my parents [00:35.398] For what their parents did to them [00:37.906] But it's a start [00:39.898] [00:42.595] But I ignore things [00:45.225] And I move sideways [00:48.103] 'Till I forget what [00:50.017] I felt in the first place [00:52.726] [00:53.574] At the end of the day [00:55.117] I know there are worse ways [00:58.532] To stay alive [01:00.418] [01:04.068] 'Cause everyone's growing [01:06.766] And everyone's healthy [01:09.646] I'm terrified that I might never have met me [01:13.870] [01:15.007] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty [01:20.198] I guess I'll drive [01:25.540] I guess I'll drive [01:27.513] [01:31.821] So I forgot my medication [01:34.629] Fell into a manic high [01:37.233] Spent my savings at a Lulu [01:40.119] Now I'm suffering in style [01:42.228] Why is pain so damn impatient [01:45.464] Ain't like it's got a place to be [01:48.053] Keeps rushing me [01:50.358] [01:52.571] But I ignore things [01:55.577] And I move sideways [01:58.129] 'Till I forget what [01:59.932] I felt in the first place [02:02.524] [02:03.293] At the end of the day [02:05.360] I know there are worse ways [02:08.758] To stay alive [02:11.091] [02:14.285] 'Cause everyone's growing [02:16.692] And everyone's healthy [02:19.778] I'm terrified that I might never have met me [02:23.945] [02:25.144] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty [02:30.157] I guess I'll drive [02:32.290] [02:35.865] And if all my life was wasted [02:41.058] I don't mind I'll watch it go [02:46.645] It's better to die numb than feel at all [02:55.475] [02:57.500] Oh, if all my time was wasted [03:03.390] I don't mind I'll watch it go [03:08.562] It's better to die numb than feel at all [03:18.518] [03:19.138] So I ignore things [03:21.701] And I move sideways [03:24.608] 'Till I forget what [03:26.807] I felt in the first place [03:28.950] [03:29.925] At the end of the day [03:31.828] I know there are worse ways [03:34.945] To stay alive [03:36.436] [03:40.628] 'Cause everyone's growing [03:43.329] And everyone's healthy [03:45.772] I'm terrified that I might never have met me [03:50.166] [03:51.401] Oh, if my engine works perfect on empty [03:56.645] I guess I'll drive [04:01.996] I guess I'll drive