[00:00.000] 作曲 : Gary Lucas [00:00.003] And I think I been countin' my hardest days [00:03.150] Lord, won't you save me? Oh [00:08.285] You know what I've been prayin' for [00:10.805] And I never thought I'd see this day, yeah [00:17.898] I gotta make it change [00:22.203] And I think I been countin' my hardest days [00:24.196] [00:24.245] Uh, writin' plans to make a new report (Yeah) [00:27.705] Grind hard and turn my basement to a jewelry store [00:30.403] If you don't do it for your kids, then who you do it for? [00:33.315] I'm tryna read and learn some sh!t I never knew before [00:35.996] Focused on investments (Yeah) build me up some new resorts [00:38.816] We can manifest it (Word) you'd rather hit the Louis store [00:41.405] Wastin' all your blessings, care about the ones who doubt you [00:44.722] Just to impress some hoes who never gave a f!ck about you [00:47.336] Just what I discovered [00:48.766] Never believed in family, that word is really a cover [00:51.688] Just a title that have the advantage to keep you under (Oh, yeah) [00:54.375] I got n!gga I consider brothers more than my brothers [00:57.341] So watch it, you show your colors [00:58.919] We livin' in a world where prison walls is depravation (Yeah) [01:01.828] Livin' in a world where snitchin' calls for celebration (Yeah) [01:04.749] Livin' in a world where niggas crawl and segregation [01:07.216] Rainy nights and desperation, pray we fight the legislation [01:10.413] Protest until we flatline, paralyzed (Uh) [01:13.037] They throwin' stones at my Black Lives Matter signs (Oh) [01:16.119] Made a change but we still not satisfied [01:18.917] I can't smile half the time I'm still (I'm still) [01:20.926] I'm still waitin', sittin' plottin' on the couch (Word) [01:23.375] ‘Cause I know that I ain't safe when all these cops is on the prowl (Yeah) [01:25.992] Tryna think of other ways, but we ain't got no other route [01:28.834] I'm startin' to understand that sh!t that Pac was talkin' ‘bout (Word) [01:31.618] [01:31.920] And I think I been countin' my hardest days [01:35.597] Lord, won't you save me? Oh [01:40.843] You know what I've been prayin' for (Uh, uh, uh, uh) [01:43.422] And I never thought I'd see this day (Uh, uh, uh, uh) yeah [01:50.549] I gotta make it change [01:54.922] And I think I been countin' my hardest days [01:58.810] Lord, won't you save me? Oh [02:03.864] You know what I've been prayin' for [02:06.772] And I never thought I'd see this day, yeah [02:13.826] I gotta make it change [02:17.715] And I think I been countin' my— [02:19.362] [02:19.885] Look, time is money and the clock tickin' [02:23.190] I teach my son love and respect, that's a God given (Word) [02:25.819] My sperm donor never been sh!t, just a flop [02:28.411] Listen, if it wasn't for my step-pops, I'd prolly turn out different (Facts) [02:31.952] Probably be in a cell doin' a life sentence (Facts) [02:34.862] Probably have twenty baby mamas and nine b!tches (Facts) [02:37.576] Probably grow up misguided, twisted inside the system [02:40.045] Dropped out and failed ‘cause nobody listen to my admission (Yeah) [02:43.585] Sick of gettin' in fights with n!ggas less educated [02:46.210] Sick of gettin' advice from n!ggas who never made it (Ooh) [02:49.158] Sick of bein' polite to people with lesser patience [02:51.546] Oftentimes, I wonder where I would be if I never made it [02:54.778] The hatin' always comes from n!ggas [02:56.601] That wish they had all your blessings or the clout (True) [02:58.975] And bad vibes forever, but I'm destined on this route (Yeah) [03:01.521] I'm startin' to understand that sh!t that X was talkin' ‘bout (Word) [03:04.344] And I think I been countin' my— [03:05.832] [03:06.024] Worst thing comes to worst [03:07.640] I f!ckin' die a tragic death or some sh!t [03:10.162] And I'm not able to see out my dreams [03:14.612] I at least wanna know that the kids perceive my message [03:20.084] And were able to make something of themselves [03:22.034] And able to take my message [03:23.885] And use it and turn it into somethin' positive [03:26.445] And to, to at least have a good life [03:28.648] [03:28.768] If it ain't black owned, I'm prolly gon' use it to chop crack on [03:32.338] Hard white for all them hard nights I had my back on [03:34.849] Roach-infested carpet, tip-toe in my mother's room [03:37.292] See a dresser and felt no pressure when takin' a twenty off it [03:40.503] Compton like a closed coffin, we walkin' to school coughin' [03:43.568] Often high off the gun smoke, Boston had at the front door [03:46.479] Cookin' class, I'm JAY, Hov', rock it up on they stove [03:49.269] Me and my teacher goin' back and forth like Noname and J. Cole [03:52.159] You said I would never be what? I wouldn't amount to what? [03:54.929] Now you in this Trader Joe's, same lines, sayin', “Wassup?” (Oh) [03:57.956] Talkin' ‘bout like how you like my songs, not knowin' it was me [04:00.586] Security had me in a headlock and I told you I couldn't breathe [04:03.508] Now it's Black Lives Matter and white letters on your shirt [04:06.519] Now how many black lives did you help, or did you hurt? [04:09.473] Did you handicap, block, push to excel or did you hinder? [04:12.380] Since hindsight's 20/20, I guess you don't remember [04:15.069] Now you with your mixed child, havin' all these mixed feelings [04:18.078] But do your black husband know you tried to burn down our village? [04:20.898] But never mind, from the line, that's for y'all to figure out [04:23.966] Just know that boy who wasn't sh!t bailed all his n!ggas out [04:27.058] And it's my black queen, I kiss her on her black lips [04:29.494] And she rock Off-White ‘cause she support black sh!t [04:32.613] And I'm blacker than a Steeler helmet or a Spike Lee flick [04:35.511] Black like the pick stuck in the afro of Kaepernick